First day of class. Had Pre Calc. YAH!!!! I didn't miss it one bit last year. My first day is word problems. GAH! I have recitation class tomorrow. As well as expos. At 8:10. I should have Foods too but not sure because I gotta register tomorrow morning at 6 am. YAH! Hope it'll still be open! GAH! All in all it was fine. Gotta run!

Hehe this makes me happy!!! In other news, I'm probably gonna sound totally and completely racist when I say this but I am so mad about my mom's Thursday Friday class. So I only have one class on Friday so I figured I'd go to work with her every week, it's at the preschool where I work over the summer. And I LOVE to go, but I honestly don't ( Read more... )

"i wish i could just drop a class"
NOPE!

"i need an academic adviser to point the way"
NOPE!

Let's see my college experience so far has been nothing but HELL! Nothing good has happened yet, NOT ONE FUCKING THING!!! Dropping one class is impossible. I HATE THIS! My academic adviser? BULLSHIT! She knew NOTHING today!

I HATE COLLEGE!!!!!!!

Went to PIP tonight to see Kiss Me Kate cuz I knew like the entire cast. Yeah I got a call back for it too. I vow that I WILL GET INTO A PIP SHOW SOMEDAY! I promise you all that much! I always come so friggen close! GAH, I'd rather NOT get all the callbacks to know right away that I'm not getting in rather than getting led on with a callback ( Read more... )

I can't deal with this. I can't handle anything. I am way too overly sensitive. I'm stupid. I'm dumb. I suck at everything I do. I'm not wanted. I'm not needed. I am not material for anything. I'm a cry baby. LIFE SUCKS! * cries*

WOOHOO! Leaving for my cruise in a few hours! YAY! I'm so excited, yet so very tired. I leave at 2:45 for La Guardia for my 6:30 flight. I'm going to die of exhaustion tomorrow. But I'm still so excited! Bahamas and Mickey here I come!!!

Is only for now. I know, but I still feel like shit. My parents are pissing me off. Life SUCKS! Nothing is fair. I get to sit at home and do shit because my parents are paranoid about everything. I hate my life!!!

Not happy right now. I want to surrender. I can't deal with this, it's too much. So many people are better than me, and they know it so fine whatever. Everyone must think I'm stupid for doing this anyway. I hate competition, I always back down in everything, so you win, ok? YOU WIN! So just take it all away leave me alone. *cries*

I am flower named babystar96 !I consist of my friends!Are you flower too?

- Your porn star name (name of your first pet + the street you grew up on): "Courtney Oakcrest" <--DUMB!

-Your movie star name (name of your favourite snack food + your grandfather's first name): "Chex Carl" <--DUMB ( Read more... )