Miin-ah (24/30)
Title : Miin-ah 24
Pairing : KyuMin, KangTeuk & Siwon.
Genre : Romance, Drama, Angst
He stood silently, slightly lean on the glass window, as his eyes look on the outside, particularly watch the men who now were on the midst of stalking him, his face were kept on tense, as his hidden jaws move up and down, he didn’t know what he actually felt about all this bizarre behave. First, the men were coming back to him, offering him love, but then leave him out of sudden with no explanation, and now, this stupid stalking thing really drive him mad. He ask himself, for a thousand time, what he actually mad at?, and he know the answer is he mad because he didn’t know. He wonder, what the other motives in this plan, another revenges? another heart breaking moment? another pride wars? He is left clueless, he misses the other so much, but this is not what he really want, looking at the men watch after him?, don’t it sound ridiculous?, he decides not to think anymore, whatever will happen next, he will just take it as another challenges, even how bad it is, still he love the men all his heart, he will wait, till the men have the courage to come to him face to face, and settle this with more manlier way. Yes, he’ll wait.
He slowly make his way up to his offices, there is something that bothering him. Something is wrong, he notices it, something is really wrong with Miin-ah. As he take his seat, he fast dial the number that he now memorize well, he wait for a second on the buzzing tones, when finally his call been answer,
“ hello..” the voice is deep and wet, he lean close to his table, as he sigh slow,
“ Hello, Siwon..” he said after a few moment,
“ yes, Kyuhyun, what the matter, you didn’t sound good, is there something happen to Miina-san, thus he bring you trouble?” the other voice slowly turn concern by the tense of it, and yet again he sigh,
“ no his fine, I guess. Its just, I’m worried, he look different, his behave, his crave for ice cream, and what happen with his hair, what with all the pink?” his slow voice rise as the question spill from his mouth,
“ I have no answer for that either, Kyuhyun. He change by his mood, one day he do and like something, the other day he turn to hate it.., and by the way its not only ice cream, its strawberry ice cream.., and the pink thing? God, you have to look on his bedroom to know what is actually pink..” and by that he heard the sigh that left from the other line and soon he join the sigh to, after another moment of talk, he finally end the conversation. After the day he left the big mansion up on the hill, he never to aspect that Siwon will keep on contact, but he know the other just do that for the sake of Miin-ah, their first converse is when Miin-ah first start following him around. Before, the talk is more official, but then he lost track when they begin to casually speak to each other, and they know, whatever that bring this change is Miin-ah himself. The one that they both concerns, the one that he love and the one that the other cares.
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Late on the evening, the black sedan slowly make an entrance on the mansion lobby, Siwon fast walk to the door, and he greet his leader respectfully, he saw the traces of enervate on the other feature, but he said nothing. Miina just greet him back with a weak smile, and fast make his way to his rooms, he was beyond exhaust, he was caught in fatigue, as he sway on his step on the stair, his vision slowly fade, his hand fast grab the wooden rail, try to balance himself, but then he lost control of his body, when he slowly drown on the pitch black of darkness, bit by bit the hand that hold the rail slip, and he didn’t remember everything that happen afterward.
Siwon that saw the body that slowly going to fall, fast run up on the stair, as he catch the body right on time, he curse out loud, he fast lift up the men on his arm, and carry the limping body to the bedroom, he lay the men fast on the big bed,
“ Miina-san..? Miina-san..? can you hear me, Miina-san?” he slap the face slow, and after a few call, the men slowly gain consciousness, as the lid open slow, looking confused,
“ wha.. what? how? what happen..? ahhh… stupid headache..” Miina rub his forehead and slowly try to wake from his lay, but fast hold by Siwon,
“ you almost fall on the stair, are you okay? You look paler, should I call Leeteuk?” Siwon ask concernly, his hand fast reach his phone on his pocket, and start to dial the number, before Miina hand grab the phone,
“ no need to call for him, I’m okay, I’m just tired, with all the thing I’ve done and busy with, I just need some rest, then it will be okay..” Miina smile faintly at his assistant, try to assured the other that he is fine, and Siwon build up tense slowly fade,
“ just rest then, you really need that, you’ve been restless this couple of month, with your secret pursuit on the day and those pile of work at night, please take care yourself, Miina-san..” Siwon said slow, his hand brush away the soft hair that cover the other men eyes,
“ don’t worry to much..” Miina said slow before his word been cut by the big yawn that he cant hold, Siwon chuckle softly on it, as he tug up the blanket,
“ just rest then..” Siwon said, as he look at the lids that slowly fall, and the men fast fall on sleep, before he left, he plant a soft kiss on the men forehead, and by that he make his way out from the room.
--
Early on the morning, his sleep has been disturb by the maid that come rushing into his bedroom,
“ Siwon-shii, Director Lee is sick, he keep on vomiting..” the maid told him in one breathe, and by hearing that, he fast run his way to his leader, room. when he was in he cant see the said man on it, but then he heard the throw up sound that follow with a heavy cough from the bathroom, he fast make his way there, and found the man lay limping on the side of the toilet bowl, face lean on the cold white tile, with eyes that close shut, a smudge of vomit stain can be seen on the corner of the man lips,
“ Miina-san, are you okay?” he ask slow, he kneel on the men side, he saw the eyes that blink small looking at him,
“ its hurt, my head, my back, my body.. it s hurt all of it..” a small sigh left from the pout lips, and by second the men jerk back up and throwing up again, he slowly rub the back of the men body, try to ease the pain a bit, and after sometimes he carry back the men to the bedroom and lay him on the bed, he is beyond worries, looking at the paler face, he hurriedly call Leeteuk, asking the man to come over fast, and back on nursing the sick man, who ask him to massage his forehead and back.
Leeteuk come rushing in no time, fast kneel on the bed, and slowly palm the head to check the man temperature,
“ what happen?” Leetesuk ask slowly to Siwon, he never moves his gaze from the sick men, as he pull out his medical apparatus, and start to check on the men,
“ he faint last night, but he said, he just tired, but this morning he keep on vomiting, and he complain about the pain on his back and the headache..” Siwon explain, he look closely as Leeteuk proceed on checking the man that lay limp, there is a sound of protest that leave from the small lips, but they both just ignore it, by hearing that, Leeteuk slowly stop his doing, he look up on Siwon and then turn back to look on Miina, his eyes then slowly move to the middle part of the body and he slowly lift the shirt up, his hand gently rub the stomach, push it a bit on some certain part, and there he feel the slight lump, his finger then smoothly follow the trail of the lump to feel another bulge of lump, he sigh slow before he pull back his hand and draw back the shirt down. Leeteuk look on Miina, who now already fall on sleep, and turn to look on Siwon that seems so confuse and worry,
“ lets bring him to the hospital, I need to check on him, on something..” Leeteuk said slow, Siwon just nods, and slowly wake Miina up, the man slightly complaint, but in his weaks condition there nothing he can do much on Siwon who were much more stronger.
Leeteuk take his time, on checking the men up, he do every necessary test in order to get the factual look of this peculiar condition, he really hope, the thing that cross his mind before is wrong, but at the end, he knew he cant do nothing to prevent it, its already happen, Miina is yet again pregnant. He sigh slow, as he look on the result, then he slowly make his way to the ward, where he place the men for a rest, Siwon who notices his appearance fast stood, looking impatient to know what is wrong with his leader,
“ so?” Siwon ask fast, Miina slowly wake from his lay, after Leeteuk has connect him with the IV drip, he already found back his strength, even he's still slightly weak, they both look on Leeteuk face, looking forward to know the result,
“ Miin-ah, you’re pregnant, again..” Leeteuk said slow, he look at the eyes that turn big, and slowly a smile form on the pouted lips,
“ I’m pregnant? Really? Oh my god.. that’s good news right.. how my baby, is my baby okay..?” Miina face turn bright, his hand fast rub his stomach, try to feel the fetus that start to grow inside him, his eyes twinkles,
“ the fetus is growing fine, but you’re not Miin-ah, you cant keep it, you just cant..” Leeteuk said slow, he look at the other sadly, Miina slowly lift his gaze and look on Leeteuk face confused,
“ why I cant? the baby is fine, and I am fine.. nothing is wrong with it..” Miina ask, his eyes look sharp on Leeteuk face, dare the other,
“ there is risk, you might die Miin-ah, the possibilities for both of you to survive on the end were too thin, your body cant take this abnormality.., I don’t want you to jeopardize your own life..” Leeteuk said slow, he took the other hand only to be snatch back away from the men,
“ I don’t mind to risk my life, I don’t mind to sacrifice myself, I want my baby to live, I kill one before, and I wont kill the other one, even the chance for this baby to live only is 1%, I will still carry it, even I have to die after this, at least I know I just bring a life, a new life, don’t you ever dare to take away my baby, don’t you ever dare to tell me to abort this baby, its my life, its up to me to decides..!!” Miina said in furious, as he turn slowly, looking on Siwon, to gain support, but then the men just stay in silent and solemn,
“ this baby is innocence, I want it to live, please Hyung, don’t take my baby away, I’ll do everything to protect my baby, I’ll do everything.. help me Hyung, help me to bring a life for this innocence child..” Miina slowly beg, as tears slip from his eyes, Leeteuk, then hug the smaller man tight,
“ I want you to be safe Miin-ah, I want you to live.. but.. if this is what you really want, I’ll do everything to keep you both alive, I’ll do everything to make sure you’re safe, just promise me, take care yourself well..” Leeteuk slowly cry, he know he had to obliges with the men wish, even he know how the end might turn to something tragic, but he’ll try his best.
--
Leeteuk put some data up, and fast told both Miina and Siwon, on what will going to happen to Miina, he first lecture Siwon on how to control Miina’s daily diet to keep him and the baby healthy, then he take a time to speak privately with Miina,
“ once you pregnancy reach a certain month, the growing baby will start to push some of your inner organ, and one of it is your lung, you going to had trouble on breathing, and if the space were too tight your heart might be compress too, and that what I’m most worry about, and when all this start to happen, you going to need help and support to live, it is up on how bad the condition is, and now you already have the problem with your back, and it will getting worse by time.. I suggest for you to not to move so much, and don’t stress yourself, avoid any heavy work and get a rest as much as you can..” as he explain the thing, tears keep on running down his cheeks, he hate to do this, when he know the worse that may come, but then who is he to decides, when he know he cant do nothing to change the men firm decision, he know he need to prepare himself for the time that going to come next, he know he needs to do his best to save this precious life that he care so much, he will support the man up, he’ll do everything that he can, for Miina, he will.
Next Ch..>>
Pairing : KyuMin, KangTeuk & Siwon.
Genre : Romance, Drama, Angst
He stood silently, slightly lean on the glass window, as his eyes look on the outside, particularly watch the men who now were on the midst of stalking him, his face were kept on tense, as his hidden jaws move up and down, he didn’t know what he actually felt about all this bizarre behave. First, the men were coming back to him, offering him love, but then leave him out of sudden with no explanation, and now, this stupid stalking thing really drive him mad. He ask himself, for a thousand time, what he actually mad at?, and he know the answer is he mad because he didn’t know. He wonder, what the other motives in this plan, another revenges? another heart breaking moment? another pride wars? He is left clueless, he misses the other so much, but this is not what he really want, looking at the men watch after him?, don’t it sound ridiculous?, he decides not to think anymore, whatever will happen next, he will just take it as another challenges, even how bad it is, still he love the men all his heart, he will wait, till the men have the courage to come to him face to face, and settle this with more manlier way. Yes, he’ll wait.
He slowly make his way up to his offices, there is something that bothering him. Something is wrong, he notices it, something is really wrong with Miin-ah. As he take his seat, he fast dial the number that he now memorize well, he wait for a second on the buzzing tones, when finally his call been answer,
“ hello..” the voice is deep and wet, he lean close to his table, as he sigh slow,
“ Hello, Siwon..” he said after a few moment,
“ yes, Kyuhyun, what the matter, you didn’t sound good, is there something happen to Miina-san, thus he bring you trouble?” the other voice slowly turn concern by the tense of it, and yet again he sigh,
“ no his fine, I guess. Its just, I’m worried, he look different, his behave, his crave for ice cream, and what happen with his hair, what with all the pink?” his slow voice rise as the question spill from his mouth,
“ I have no answer for that either, Kyuhyun. He change by his mood, one day he do and like something, the other day he turn to hate it.., and by the way its not only ice cream, its strawberry ice cream.., and the pink thing? God, you have to look on his bedroom to know what is actually pink..” and by that he heard the sigh that left from the other line and soon he join the sigh to, after another moment of talk, he finally end the conversation. After the day he left the big mansion up on the hill, he never to aspect that Siwon will keep on contact, but he know the other just do that for the sake of Miin-ah, their first converse is when Miin-ah first start following him around. Before, the talk is more official, but then he lost track when they begin to casually speak to each other, and they know, whatever that bring this change is Miin-ah himself. The one that they both concerns, the one that he love and the one that the other cares.
*-*
Late on the evening, the black sedan slowly make an entrance on the mansion lobby, Siwon fast walk to the door, and he greet his leader respectfully, he saw the traces of enervate on the other feature, but he said nothing. Miina just greet him back with a weak smile, and fast make his way to his rooms, he was beyond exhaust, he was caught in fatigue, as he sway on his step on the stair, his vision slowly fade, his hand fast grab the wooden rail, try to balance himself, but then he lost control of his body, when he slowly drown on the pitch black of darkness, bit by bit the hand that hold the rail slip, and he didn’t remember everything that happen afterward.
Siwon that saw the body that slowly going to fall, fast run up on the stair, as he catch the body right on time, he curse out loud, he fast lift up the men on his arm, and carry the limping body to the bedroom, he lay the men fast on the big bed,
“ Miina-san..? Miina-san..? can you hear me, Miina-san?” he slap the face slow, and after a few call, the men slowly gain consciousness, as the lid open slow, looking confused,
“ wha.. what? how? what happen..? ahhh… stupid headache..” Miina rub his forehead and slowly try to wake from his lay, but fast hold by Siwon,
“ you almost fall on the stair, are you okay? You look paler, should I call Leeteuk?” Siwon ask concernly, his hand fast reach his phone on his pocket, and start to dial the number, before Miina hand grab the phone,
“ no need to call for him, I’m okay, I’m just tired, with all the thing I’ve done and busy with, I just need some rest, then it will be okay..” Miina smile faintly at his assistant, try to assured the other that he is fine, and Siwon build up tense slowly fade,
“ just rest then, you really need that, you’ve been restless this couple of month, with your secret pursuit on the day and those pile of work at night, please take care yourself, Miina-san..” Siwon said slow, his hand brush away the soft hair that cover the other men eyes,
“ don’t worry to much..” Miina said slow before his word been cut by the big yawn that he cant hold, Siwon chuckle softly on it, as he tug up the blanket,
“ just rest then..” Siwon said, as he look at the lids that slowly fall, and the men fast fall on sleep, before he left, he plant a soft kiss on the men forehead, and by that he make his way out from the room.
--
Early on the morning, his sleep has been disturb by the maid that come rushing into his bedroom,
“ Siwon-shii, Director Lee is sick, he keep on vomiting..” the maid told him in one breathe, and by hearing that, he fast run his way to his leader, room. when he was in he cant see the said man on it, but then he heard the throw up sound that follow with a heavy cough from the bathroom, he fast make his way there, and found the man lay limping on the side of the toilet bowl, face lean on the cold white tile, with eyes that close shut, a smudge of vomit stain can be seen on the corner of the man lips,
“ Miina-san, are you okay?” he ask slow, he kneel on the men side, he saw the eyes that blink small looking at him,
“ its hurt, my head, my back, my body.. it s hurt all of it..” a small sigh left from the pout lips, and by second the men jerk back up and throwing up again, he slowly rub the back of the men body, try to ease the pain a bit, and after sometimes he carry back the men to the bedroom and lay him on the bed, he is beyond worries, looking at the paler face, he hurriedly call Leeteuk, asking the man to come over fast, and back on nursing the sick man, who ask him to massage his forehead and back.
Leeteuk come rushing in no time, fast kneel on the bed, and slowly palm the head to check the man temperature,
“ what happen?” Leetesuk ask slowly to Siwon, he never moves his gaze from the sick men, as he pull out his medical apparatus, and start to check on the men,
“ he faint last night, but he said, he just tired, but this morning he keep on vomiting, and he complain about the pain on his back and the headache..” Siwon explain, he look closely as Leeteuk proceed on checking the man that lay limp, there is a sound of protest that leave from the small lips, but they both just ignore it, by hearing that, Leeteuk slowly stop his doing, he look up on Siwon and then turn back to look on Miina, his eyes then slowly move to the middle part of the body and he slowly lift the shirt up, his hand gently rub the stomach, push it a bit on some certain part, and there he feel the slight lump, his finger then smoothly follow the trail of the lump to feel another bulge of lump, he sigh slow before he pull back his hand and draw back the shirt down. Leeteuk look on Miina, who now already fall on sleep, and turn to look on Siwon that seems so confuse and worry,
“ lets bring him to the hospital, I need to check on him, on something..” Leeteuk said slow, Siwon just nods, and slowly wake Miina up, the man slightly complaint, but in his weaks condition there nothing he can do much on Siwon who were much more stronger.
Leeteuk take his time, on checking the men up, he do every necessary test in order to get the factual look of this peculiar condition, he really hope, the thing that cross his mind before is wrong, but at the end, he knew he cant do nothing to prevent it, its already happen, Miina is yet again pregnant. He sigh slow, as he look on the result, then he slowly make his way to the ward, where he place the men for a rest, Siwon who notices his appearance fast stood, looking impatient to know what is wrong with his leader,
“ so?” Siwon ask fast, Miina slowly wake from his lay, after Leeteuk has connect him with the IV drip, he already found back his strength, even he's still slightly weak, they both look on Leeteuk face, looking forward to know the result,
“ Miin-ah, you’re pregnant, again..” Leeteuk said slow, he look at the eyes that turn big, and slowly a smile form on the pouted lips,
“ I’m pregnant? Really? Oh my god.. that’s good news right.. how my baby, is my baby okay..?” Miina face turn bright, his hand fast rub his stomach, try to feel the fetus that start to grow inside him, his eyes twinkles,
“ the fetus is growing fine, but you’re not Miin-ah, you cant keep it, you just cant..” Leeteuk said slow, he look at the other sadly, Miina slowly lift his gaze and look on Leeteuk face confused,
“ why I cant? the baby is fine, and I am fine.. nothing is wrong with it..” Miina ask, his eyes look sharp on Leeteuk face, dare the other,
“ there is risk, you might die Miin-ah, the possibilities for both of you to survive on the end were too thin, your body cant take this abnormality.., I don’t want you to jeopardize your own life..” Leeteuk said slow, he took the other hand only to be snatch back away from the men,
“ I don’t mind to risk my life, I don’t mind to sacrifice myself, I want my baby to live, I kill one before, and I wont kill the other one, even the chance for this baby to live only is 1%, I will still carry it, even I have to die after this, at least I know I just bring a life, a new life, don’t you ever dare to take away my baby, don’t you ever dare to tell me to abort this baby, its my life, its up to me to decides..!!” Miina said in furious, as he turn slowly, looking on Siwon, to gain support, but then the men just stay in silent and solemn,
“ this baby is innocence, I want it to live, please Hyung, don’t take my baby away, I’ll do everything to protect my baby, I’ll do everything.. help me Hyung, help me to bring a life for this innocence child..” Miina slowly beg, as tears slip from his eyes, Leeteuk, then hug the smaller man tight,
“ I want you to be safe Miin-ah, I want you to live.. but.. if this is what you really want, I’ll do everything to keep you both alive, I’ll do everything to make sure you’re safe, just promise me, take care yourself well..” Leeteuk slowly cry, he know he had to obliges with the men wish, even he know how the end might turn to something tragic, but he’ll try his best.
--
Leeteuk put some data up, and fast told both Miina and Siwon, on what will going to happen to Miina, he first lecture Siwon on how to control Miina’s daily diet to keep him and the baby healthy, then he take a time to speak privately with Miina,
“ once you pregnancy reach a certain month, the growing baby will start to push some of your inner organ, and one of it is your lung, you going to had trouble on breathing, and if the space were too tight your heart might be compress too, and that what I’m most worry about, and when all this start to happen, you going to need help and support to live, it is up on how bad the condition is, and now you already have the problem with your back, and it will getting worse by time.. I suggest for you to not to move so much, and don’t stress yourself, avoid any heavy work and get a rest as much as you can..” as he explain the thing, tears keep on running down his cheeks, he hate to do this, when he know the worse that may come, but then who is he to decides, when he know he cant do nothing to change the men firm decision, he know he need to prepare himself for the time that going to come next, he know he needs to do his best to save this precious life that he care so much, he will support the man up, he’ll do everything that he can, for Miina, he will.
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