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[babytessa]

I dont have anything to even say...yet here I am, clicking post and mumbling under my breath. I AM SO FUCKING BORED. I dont want to go out, I dont want to stay in, I dont have any money to spend, Im obviously not working, I have no more baby clothes to wash and put away, I have no more baby organizing to do, Im not tired enough to take a nap, Im

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[dingdongdead]

i know that super bored feeling very well. i get like that and then don't want to do anything, and i just get really anxious and i can't imagine a worse feeling. before i was pregnant i would just take some klonopin (for anxiety) or smoke pot until i felt better, now there seems to be nothing i can do but wait it out.

[babytessa]

Yeh, see I never had a chance to be bored because I was either going to school and/or working and didnt have much time to myself - I actually like being really busy because if I dont have to be busy (like if I have no real schedule/routine) then I just dont do ANYTHING.
I kind of wish I was working so I wasnt sitting around just waiting. I just want her to be here already. Im not even late...my due date is the 14th but I seriously am freaking! Im probably one of the most impatient people I know.
I know what you mean about the whole anxiety thing though, I was put on medicine at one point because of General Anxiety Disorder (even though honestly, EVERYONE gets anxious/stressed, I would just end up making myself physically ill which would inhibit me from getting things done).
Are you not working btw? Just wondering.

[violin_fingers]

Haha, I reorganzie Cashs diaper bag at least once a day, I vaccum his room at least TWICE a day, and I have washed and re-washed his clothes out of sheer boredom. Fabulous.

[babytessa]

HAHA...oh man. Am I going to start rewashing and reputting away her clothes too soon? Shit.

[meg_1210]

A margarita...you have no idea how good that sounds right now! Actually you do, haha, but wow I can't wait!