Josie.. IM really fucking sorry. I hate it. I really wanted to be there tonight. It seems that no matter how good I feel about things, and how things are going, it walways seems to get fucked up.... Damnit...

Im really sorry.

So this morning i had to wake up at 530, because the twins were showing up at 545... I was so exhausted because I was up until 1230... so Im working on 5 hours of sleep. The twins don't feel good, and they are misserable. I hate how when it's bad, it's bad. No in between ( Read more... )

So. I decided that christmas should "be" this year after all. I want to do so much for everyone, but the only person (well being) I have gotten anything for is Blondie, and she's already tapped into that ( Read more... )

Sometimes life doesn't seem to make sense.... I look at my life, and I see what I contribute to everyone around me. I always try to do as much as I can for everyone, and I don't know why I still get disappointed when I recieve nothing in return. So I deceded I was going to give it a try down in Florida. You know, give Jon the same chance that ( Read more... )

Jocelyn. Thank you so much... no, seriously.... THANK YOU... IM not kidding.. THANKS SO MUCH! No joke, I really do thank you, bunches.

I wanted to have a good day, and so far, it's okay.... I hope it continues. YAY!!! SOCIOLOGY CLASS IS NEXT!

So.. the last person I would ever think to hear from messaged me the other day. Corey. I couldn't believe that after 3 years, he would cinsider my feelings, and what happened. I still cant believe it. I just wish he had the slightest clue how much he hurt me, then maybe he could understand ( Read more... )

So.. I was just moving up with things. I got a new car, a malibu, so I could retire my cavalier. Things were going great. All this car needed was a fuel pump, so we thought ( Read more... )

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I have finally decided that I will take my life down to Florida. It's where Jon wants to be, and I feel pulled to it also. I am just scared of the jump. IM scared of what is to come. So I am switching my major to medical transcription, so I will be done in three semesters. I hope all goes well ( Read more... )

Hey all... Sorry.. I dont have internet at my home yetl, cause my computer crashed. E-mail me @ rae_rae_18@hotmail.com...... Missy... Don't have ur number.... Ummmmm, im in school. UUUUUGH