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[babyyuna]

okay i am once again feeling depressed as shit. today i look a knife and i was cutting my arm, it wasnt a very sharp knife tho, but my arm is still full of scabbed cuts. i want someone to accept me for me, but at the same time i hate people. i dont know what to do, it pisses me off to think about it. every one that i know is turning on me.

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[tifag]

All right hun, *rolls up her sleeves* Let's go.

I'm not going to sit here and lie to you. Not everybody is going to understand how you are feeling. You are going to get the whole "Oh, just get over it!" and "You'll be fine, just give it time." or maybe "Why do you complain so much?" None of that is very helpfull.. now is it?

You are open, but you need to take it a step further. There are a lot of places you can call to just talk to people. That will be there for you when you are really feeling like ending it. I had a 1-800 suicide prevention number... but lost it awhile ago.

But there are people that will listen to you, seriously listen to you and take your serious. If you ever need to talk, I'm here. I won't ever judge you. I'm here, you know where to find me.

[babyyuna]

thanks, ill be fine, i did have ppl to talk to, but they all mad at me. im just tired of when other ppl get depressed, im there to help reasure them, and all that but when im depressed, its i dont want to talk about that, or some shit like that. i want to find someone who i can always rely on, but instead im here stuck alone like always, i mean who would want to become good freinds with me? when i do have a good friend, they ditch me or say shit about me. i dont like living through that. everyone has a person they can call, i never talk on the phone. everyone gets out, i am always at home (with the exception of today's concert, but im still gonna be there alone) i feel llike no one really cares about me. well this is getting rather long, so im going to shut up now, bye

[zerglor]

hey ppl care bout u ::points to self:: u have ppl to talk to u can do it online sometimes its easier that way anyhow.i dont want u hurting urself :( i know things have been bad for u but u gotta keep goin even if its jus to prove everyone wrong
Always remember we care bout u even if u dont believe that

[babyyuna]

what if im tired of going on? i try but then ppl bring me down, so why should ikeep on trying? what is the point?