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[babyyuna]

GAH! my sister saw my arm, i was trying to hide it, b/c i forgot about and put it in pain view. she saw it and saw "what does it say?" so i hid it. she begs me, so i let her read it. it says i hate life. and the next thing she asked me was "are you gonna kill yourself again?" so i said no, i mean noway would i tell her the truth. i mean i dont know

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[magenta_skies]

*Hugs*. I don't know what the relationship between you and your sister is like, but can you talk to your sister at all?... Maybe you could talk to her about what's going on?...

[tifag]

Hun... they don't normally put people in hospitals for being depressed. What they might tell you is that you are a danger to youself because of the self mutilation. Yes that's what it is, there is no easy way to cover it. But most of the time, people with SI usually do it in a place that isn't easily seen. I did it on my upper shoulder. But I got help, you should too.

Obviously you are aware of what you are doing in some way shape or form. But people can't help you if you keep trying to cover the truth.

Perhaps it would be best if you spoke first. Because if your sister tells, your screwed because she may warp the issue, not meaning too. People are taking what you say seriously and trying to help. Too often people don't take others seriously and then regret it when something terrible happens.

If you don't have control over your own life... who does? If you ever need to talk, I'm here

[babyyuna]

here, if they think that you might try to kill yourself, they put you in the hospital for 10 days, and if you try to kill yourself, they put you in the hospital 10 days.

[fullmetalandrew]

Then stop hurting yourself and you wont have to worry about it! I dont see whats so hard to understand about that! You wont be happy until youre dead!

[babyyuna]

and i have my plan for that. fill up the bath tub, lock the doors, take a razor blade and slide it down my wrist. then i would put my wrist in the water, so the blood would just flow out and not clot....

[tifag]

http://www.palace.net/~llama/psych/

Look at that webpage if you haven't. They have many great solutions for dealing with SI. Mine was the cold water ice thing.