last night was good and blah at the same time..idk i felt some things that i never have before and its making me scared again..lyke..do i really wanna do this again? do i really wanna go through being lyke this..im just afraid of getting hurt.. again..because the last time, i havent really healed..and idk..i have a problem with expressing how i ( Read more... )

i needed today..umm met up with jon and chris at venice beach..they both got peircings :] chris got his ears and he looks sexiieerrr =P and jon got his eye brow and he was lyke freakin out that it was crooked and it was bleeding n shit and that the lady did it wrong but it looks FINE and its hot XD so yeah and then we headed down to Islands and ate ( Read more... )

i wasnt gonna go to school today cuz when i woke up lyke my bed felt soooo good i didnt wanna leave LOl but i just made myself get up and yeah..i just saw zoes mom's new tv show! hehe she was on the front on the aol home :] pretty koo..anyways i think i might start having to go to night school at olypic to get more credits...blah and i wanna get my ( Read more... )

i felt icky today :[ OH AND BRANDON MADE ME HIT A TREE lol cuz i was looking at him and then when i turn the fucking tree branch hits me in the face!...yah..yah..stop laughing ok ummm and chris! lol uhh after school got picked up got food droped kyle off..then jos called me and she had an extra ticket to go see this free movie called Evil Deeds @ ( Read more... )

today i got mad at tina in the morning..cuz yea..and lyke we didnt really talk much but then in 4th we just started talking and she said it was "cute" that i was mad at her LOL ok..u WEIRDO but yea were finee now..and uhmmmm yah..after school got thai food =D soo yummy! abel got me hooked on it lol..and then i came home and jonathan called me im ( Read more... )

I AM BORED OUT OF MY MIND

and ppl are really fucking annoying me...

..i love this rain tho


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The break is comming to and end =[..it went by way to fast it doesnt even seem like its been 2 weeks..and now its 2005...blah i need to make my life better i need to be more happy i need to forget bout my past care bout my future love my present friends be more happy with myself and just do things to better myself..make this relationship i have ( Read more... )

1. What do you think about my body
2. What do you think about my face
3. What do you think about my hair
4. What do you think about my past
5. What do you think about my eyes
6. What do you think about the way I feel
7. What would you think if I cried
8. Would you defend me if I were ever struck
9. What would you say if I said I love you
10. What would you ( Read more... )

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