Today being Mother's Day (Mothers'? Mother's?), I called my mom. It occurred to me that I haven't actually talked to her in a month, if not longer, which should appall me much more than it does. I love my mom, but I've discovered that there are only a certain number of avenues down which our conversations proceed anymore, and there are a certain ( Read more... )

I've always said that one of the best things about being bisexual is the added variety. In choosing a date/mate, yes, but also in porn and strip clubs and erotic stories and, really, all things having to do with sex and sexual attraction. That said, it's always interesting for me to notice my tastes in these things shifting around. Contrary to ( Read more... )

Posting here is my reward for achieving 6+ single-spaced pages on my War paper about terrorism. Sickening though it is, I'm actually enjoying myself ( Read more... )

If I'm the one ending things, why do I feel like I'm losing him ( Read more... )

The thought that I am a bad person continues to occupy my thoughts, no matter how I justify my nastiness to myself. The situation is rather simple overall; its complexities seem trivial to me now that I've made a pseudo-decision about the future of my relationship. And yet ( Read more... )

I am a bad person.

I just had amazing sex with a person I am going to break up with in two days.

I don't even want to break up with him.