"Love seems to be just one big lie
Shared between one another.
Forget what it is to be you
I've put the knife down on the spot
Where we killed one another."
-Rob

"We" Of course being "I"....

Alone and in silence... It should be peaceful, however, it is anything but...
Mind races, un-productively...

Much is happening, none of which I desire to post.

What can I do to be happy?
I have problems to decide
When it looks to me the grass is greener
On the other side

*Sighs heavily...*
That is all...

fuck karma.. it only gets you where it hurts...

``What's the use of one knowing about the future without knowing how to walk through the present to a good future?"

( my dream boy )

alcohol and pills

don't drink the water, dont you breathe the air.

sleeping problems are rough.....

i was gonna go to bed 2 1/2 hours ago. but i can't seem to sleep. . .
i keep finding things to keep me up!

crazy me!

People's opinions about the way I live and the decisions I've made won't bother me anymore. Talk bad about me, make people go against me.. if you feel that will make you a better person, go for it. I strongly believe in anything I've ever said or done.

i walked outa my house.
dont know wat ima do now.
*shrugs*

life sucks

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i called him
i hesistated and hung up
he called and i didnt pick up
ruy made me feel bad so i called him back
it was ackward
now i feel like puking and im short of breath

i really suck

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