me and toine are no longer together as he dumped me about 40 minutes ago.
but before that, here is what led up to it:
just2murch6I (11:43:48 PM): hey
Auto response from BigBootyGuh61 (11:43:48 PM): idle kim. just2murch6I, call me please?
BigBootyGuh61 (11:57:48 PM): hey
just2murch6I (11:57:58 PM): yo im busy
just2murch6I (11:58:02 PM): be back
BigBootyGuh61 (11:58:02 PM): doin what?
BigBootyGuh61 (11:58:06 PM): no
BigBootyGuh61 (11:58:24 PM): chris.........talkie!!!
BigBootyGuh61 (11:58:43 PM): im having an emotional breakdown
just2murch6I (11:59:06 PM): i am sorry
BigBootyGuh61 (11:59:11 PM): no you're not
just2murch6I (11:59:18 PM): what happened
BigBootyGuh61 (11:59:23 PM): antoine
BigBootyGuh61 (11:59:57 PM): he said he only wanted me to fuck with...
BigBootyGuh61 (12:00:32 AM): then he called back like 20 minutes later all like ' hey baby, why didn't you call me back? i wanna talk to u.'
BigBootyGuh61 (12:01:11 AM): then sum1 called for his mom and he nev called...so i called and he sed 'i'm sleepy i'll call u back in 30 min.'
BigBootyGuh61 (12:02:41 AM): well i gave him an hour like i always do, cuz i wake him up, and he's like ' i'm sleepy.' i sed 'you just had an HOUR nap!' he was like ' i didn't go to sleep.' and i asked what he did and he sed he was thinkin bout stuff and he'd call me back in 30 and he sed he was tryin not to get mad at me, and i dint even do anything
BigBootyGuh61 (12:03:09 AM): and that was like an hour ago...and i dont know what to think...because he hasn't called and i wanna know what's going on.. :'(
BigBootyGuh61 (12:03:38 AM): what does that mean?
just2murch6I (12:04:03 AM): that you a stanking bitch
BigBootyGuh61 (12:04:22 AM): ...ok. antoine junior
just2murch6I (12:04:27 AM): this is not chris
just2murch6I (12:04:34 AM): this is randall
BigBootyGuh61 (12:04:40 AM): ...ass
just2murch6I (12:04:43 AM): it was a joke
BigBootyGuh61 (12:04:50 AM): wel you give me advice then
BigBootyGuh61 (12:04:52 AM): right now
just2murch6I (12:05:04 AM): i can try
BigBootyGuh61 (12:05:07 AM): now
BigBootyGuh61 (12:07:49 AM): you type really slow
just2murch6I (12:08:04 AM): what you got to do is get butt naked and pour honey all over your body and roll a round in dog poo then give him a hand job while you are talking to his mom and dad on three way.......and then yell yo diggity dog it's sammy sam
BigBootyGuh61 (12:08:18 AM): ...you are no help whatsoever.
BigBootyGuh61 (12:08:30 AM): if i die tonight. it's your fault.
BigBootyGuh61 (12:08:48 AM): and his dad is dead asshole
just2murch6I (12:09:45 AM): you need to quit waisting your god damn time with him
BigBootyGuh61 (12:09:54 AM): no. i can't
just2murch6I (12:10:16 AM): then that shits your fault
BigBootyGuh61 (12:10:32 AM): he's just frustrated and yeah i know, but he needs help and i'm tryin. and it's too much
just2murch6I (12:12:01 AM): girl you got to many damn problems
BigBootyGuh61 (12:12:07 AM): so?
BigBootyGuh61 (12:12:21 AM): i just want to be happy
just2murch6I (12:12:25 AM): you should have stayed with my boy instead
BigBootyGuh61 (12:12:33 AM): i tried he sed no
BigBootyGuh61 (12:12:37 AM): it's his fault
just2murch6I (12:13:14 AM): he ain't trying to get back with you i am just saying
BigBootyGuh61 (12:13:44 AM): ok then. he killed it, not me. and if i did, it wasn't meant to be. we didn't go wel 2geth
just2murch6I (12:14:25 AM): then you just need to go lesbo
BigBootyGuh61 (12:15:04 AM): why? all i want is a decent-lookin guy, who's passed at least 90% of his classes, and won't cheat
BigBootyGuh61 (12:15:42 AM): damn. is that too much? i wouldn't think so, but guys are asses and stick their dick in anything these days and antoine is the only boy i know that won't
just2murch6I (12:15:57 AM): well then call josh duncan
BigBootyGuh61 (12:16:06 AM): fuck josh duncan
BigBootyGuh61 (12:16:15 AM): i want antoine to just stop being an ass
just2murch6I (12:16:51 AM): josh said fuck you then hoe
BigBootyGuh61 (12:17:13 AM): i don't give a damn and if you fucking call me a ho again i'll kill you
just2murch6I (12:17:45 AM): he said ho ho ho merry christmas bitch
just2murch6I (12:18:07 AM): hes a friend of jj's and you know whats up
BigBootyGuh61 (12:18:40 AM): an dso? fuck jj, futhum, and all of y'all.
just2murch6I (12:19:03 AM): naw naw fuck you
BigBootyGuh61 (12:19:03 AM): y'all fuckin play too damn much.
just2murch6I (12:19:33 AM): ok this is chris now
BigBootyGuh61 (12:19:39 AM): whatever
just2murch6I (12:19:48 AM): that was them randall and josh and ronnie are here
just2murch6I (12:19:53 AM): kim for real
BigBootyGuh61 (12:20:09 AM): yeah whatever
just2murch6I (12:20:42 AM): kim
BigBootyGuh61 (12:20:49 AM): what
just2murch6I (12:20:57 AM): i'm sorry i was playing madden
BigBootyGuh61 (12:21:09 AM): and?
just2murch6I (12:21:55 AM): what stop acting like this
BigBootyGuh61 (12:22:19 AM): why? tell them they shouldn't have pissed me off. i'm already in a bad mood
just2murch6I (12:23:29 AM): i did not piss you of so dont take it out on me
BigBootyGuh61 (12:23:49 AM): oops
just2murch6I (12:26:16 AM): kim
BigBootyGuh61 (12:26:21 AM): what
just2murch6I (12:26:33 AM): i see
just2murch6I (12:26:56 AM): i understand i'm not calling you a bitch and not hitting so i'm the bad guy
BigBootyGuh61 (12:27:22 AM): well at least he calls me
just2murch6I (12:28:01 AM): lol ok if you would rather be beat then called ok
BigBootyGuh61 (12:28:16 AM): he doesn't beat me
just2murch6I (12:28:33 AM): ok then you where just lying
BigBootyGuh61 (12:28:58 AM): no he twisted my arm around back and threw me against a wall...that's not hitting
just2murch6I (12:30:43 AM): what did you eat a dumbass pill that is beating
just2murch6I (12:30:48 AM): put whatever
BigBootyGuh61 (12:31:07 AM): no it's not
BigBootyGuh61 (12:31:29 AM): he was just mad cuz i did sumthin stupid
just2murch6I (12:32:20 AM): o ok
BigBootyGuh61 (12:32:32 AM): it was my fault
just2murch6I (12:32:37 AM): ok
just2murch6I (12:37:07 AM): well kim what you going to do
BigBootyGuh61 (12:37:41 AM): about what?
just2murch6I (12:38:06 AM): tonie
BigBootyGuh61 (12:38:41 AM): i dont know. toine just called me like 20 minutes ago
just2murch6I (12:39:34 AM): o ok
BigBootyGuh61 (12:39:51 AM): he hasn't said a word
just2murch6I (12:41:03 AM): o well u go talk to ike tina
BigBootyGuh61 (12:41:22 AM): it's not even like that
BigBootyGuh61 (12:41:29 AM): he said he was sorry
just2murch6I (12:41:54 AM): ok well then i guess im not needed anymore
BigBootyGuh61 (12:42:19 AM): what do you mean? you're the one who doesn't want to talk to ME...dummy
just2murch6I (12:43:15 AM): ok whatever only time i'm every talked to is when you need something or you might be sad
BigBootyGuh61 (12:43:36 AM): no...you just happened to be online
E-Mail from chris:
Hey fuck this i'm tired of felling like shit for you so fuck you fuck him fuck everything around you don't fucking talk to me any more and lose my fucking number.
AKA doormat not for your stanking ass no more
Reply from me:
well if you feel that way, i can't change it. but antoine has dumped me and i can't feel too much right now. i think i need a clean start. i want to change schools...i want to move in with my dad or something. i don't know why i'm telling you this because you don't care, but i have to get this out. but i don't know what to say. so if you don't want to talk to me anymore, i understand, but i'm not having a good life anymore and god i just wish i had the nerve to cut my wrists and i'm not saying that to make you feel bad, i just don't want to be here. but yeah, if you want, this will be the last time you here from me.
kim
me, being the loser person that i am just called antoine and god, i don't want, but i'm begging for him to come back. i really wish i could move away to alabama or somewhere not even close to athens so i could get away from all this shit. i just don't know why i can't get a decent boy. god i know that sounds bad. i hate being single, everyone thinks i'm a ho because i flirt, and now i've lost the best guy i've had (which is really sad) and i've lost one of my best friends (see above e-mail). i don't see the point. now i can understand why a person would take their own life.