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[backendoforever]

i am jack's wasted life

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[luvablenegra3]

i dont hate you, after seeing what u said in stephs lj, sad i had to see it in that...yea it was wrong waht u did, really really wrong and i woldve loved it way more if u just told me because frankly i noticed we weretn gonna work out either, and i didnt know how to handle it, guess cus im niave right? i hate that youre goin through all this unecessary shit and i dont want to hate u right now b/c its not what u need. im not forgivin u cus way too many tears have been shed right bout now, but i just wanna tell u that i dont hate you and that ugh idk if u feel the need to shut me out forever then do that, but know thatll kill me. i hate ending things like this : /

*the rides over, did you enjoy yourself? faring well?*

[backendoforever]

I knew that you guys would all read stephanies lj/any other of your friend's, and so did you. this situation doesn't change the fact that i don't want patronization from your or anyone about my life. I'm not asking for you to not hate me, i'm not asking for you to forgive me... nor will i ever.
First and formost what i won't ever say is that what i did wasn't wrong. Of course i wasn't intentional in the least bit, all of us were drunk... I know dan wouldn't have done anything he did if he wasn't drunk either, none of us would have. No excuse because i am the one who drank, just relevant because i had no intention of hurting you. In the morning i wanted to die/tell you, but i wanted to do it to your face at a appropriete time. No matter what anyone says I care about you and am more sorry than anyone can imagine... so i don't exspect you to imagine so I'd be fine with you hating me.