After typing the last entry, I sat outside and watched the few snow flakes flutter to the ground. After loosing feeling in my arms and legs, I crawled into bed with B. I layed there for 2 hours thinking ( Read more... )

Tonight has been the night from hell. I have had a migrain for almost two days now. I had to close at work. Brian called and invited me over for a late dinner. I leave a midnight. Just as I pull into my parking lot at home, he calls. Mary, his ex, her mother calls and said some things that have made him upset and not wanting to be alone. So I do ( Read more... )

Cause they dont speak English. Okay, so I didnt pick the subject for tonights journal, the lovely house manager at Park Square did. Long story, involves beer bottles and old women. So I sent this e-mail to Brian, telling him what was on my mind Wednesday night when I wouldnt tell him. I basically told him I dont deserve him, I'm sorry for hurting ( Read more... )

I'm at the theatre and Tobias was talking about wanting a baby. Every time he asks a girl, they say yes but by the time they see the clinic they start screaming! Just kidding! He does want a kid but its only a thought right now. Gays make such good daddies ( Read more... )

So the GOP is having the 2008 National Conference in St Paul. Anywho. I ordered my new Dell Laptop. After my discounts, it came to $1098.73. It should be here soon. Its pretty pimped out. Also got my flight and hotel info for Texas. I wont be leaving until Nov 14 now, so I'll be here for Amys birthday!! WooT! Other then that.... Things are pretty ( Read more... )

Today I splurged and bought a digital camera. After crying while at the police station to get my police report, I needed a pick me up. What can I say, the memory from that night is too much. Anyways... Had an awesome day with Brian yesterday. We both had the day off so we had Perkins while reading the newspaper. We started talking about Chicago and ( Read more... )

It sucks not having internet!! Hopefully I can get a laptop soon, yay for credit cards! There is a computer at the theatre, so thats where I am now. Last night they asked me to stage manage their next show, there goes the break I wanted. This one closes on the 1st of October and rehearsals for the next start on the third. On Monday I should find ( Read more... )

I can honestly say that nothing much has really happened in the past few weeks. Brian and I are doing well. There are some issues but some of those were worked out when we went to this kick ass bar in st cloud. That was prolly the only decent thing about that quick trip. Work is busy. I'm in line for a promotion so that should happen soon. Everyone ( Read more... )

I know, its been awhile since an update. Things are going okay. Somedays they are incredible, others they are not so well. Here is just a skimming of what has been going on, please call or email for more details, it would be nice to talk to friends since I am unable to spend Labour Day in Des Moines. My fringe show closed last night, I am a week ( Read more... )

My day started off alright. Brian spent the night, we tried to fix his car, it died some more, it worked some more, ect. Rehearsal went great, got my car figured out, picking it up on Wednesday. Fast forward.... We went to bed at midnight. At 3 I woke up to turn the AC on. I went to see what time it is. My cell phone and charger is gone. I look ( Read more... )