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Here's a couple of things I wrote last night, or this morning, depending on which way you look at it. I'm not sure if I can somehow salvage this pitiful shit, but we shall see what I can do with it.
1.
Fuck you. Like you fucked me
I'm still inside you
Do I still intoxicate you?
(I never loved you anyway)
And you'll cry
Like I cried for you
When I was a weakling
I died for you
When I was a weakling
I'm like a disease, you can't cure me
'Cause I'll kill you with the bitter pill
You made me swallow
(I never loved you anyway)
And you'll cry
Like I cried for you
When I was a weakling
I died for you
When I was a weakling
I'll plant a black rose inside your heart
And watch you die and you'll cry
Just for me
(I never loved you anyway)
And you'll cry
Like I cried for you
When I was a weakling
I'll never die like you
Die
I'm everything you'll never be
2.
I love to fuck you
I love to fuck with you
When you're inside me I'm inside your head
I'll murder your ideals
Like you killed my dreams
You wanted me dead
(This heart's been bled dry)
I'm under your skin
I'll destroy from within
And when I'm done
I'll discard your empty shell
You tore my heart out
Heightened self-doubt
I learned my lesson, you taught me well.
You made me scream
And you liked to be mean
I wanted you like you wanted me to
You extinguished my fire
Like every other fucking liar
And I'm burning with hate just like you want me to
(This heart's been bled dry)
And that's about it. I have another little thing, which is even more shitty than those two, but here it is anyway. I guess I'm asking for feedback, to see if I should continue writing or just give it up altogether, like I did for a good couple of years and for some reason decided to start again last night.
3.
I curled up inside a flower
And bled from my eyes
And I used a guitar lead
To stitch the holes in my sides up
I sucked the smoke from my cigarette
And befriended a fly
He crawled into my mouth
And he ate my insides
I wanted to die
But frozen in time I sang
How I loved and I loved
And I loved and I hated
And you fried my brain, drove me insane
But the worst was yet to come
I flew along a rainbow
And the colours painted my naked body
Hands caressed, invisible
Clawed, tore, cut me
Just like his love for me
My hate, with teeth and talons
Soared like a dragon across time
Stars danced before my eyes
And I died
1.
Fuck you. Like you fucked me
I'm still inside you
Do I still intoxicate you?
(I never loved you anyway)
And you'll cry
Like I cried for you
When I was a weakling
I died for you
When I was a weakling
I'm like a disease, you can't cure me
'Cause I'll kill you with the bitter pill
You made me swallow
(I never loved you anyway)
And you'll cry
Like I cried for you
When I was a weakling
I died for you
When I was a weakling
I'll plant a black rose inside your heart
And watch you die and you'll cry
Just for me
(I never loved you anyway)
And you'll cry
Like I cried for you
When I was a weakling
I'll never die like you
Die
I'm everything you'll never be
2.
I love to fuck you
I love to fuck with you
When you're inside me I'm inside your head
I'll murder your ideals
Like you killed my dreams
You wanted me dead
(This heart's been bled dry)
I'm under your skin
I'll destroy from within
And when I'm done
I'll discard your empty shell
You tore my heart out
Heightened self-doubt
I learned my lesson, you taught me well.
You made me scream
And you liked to be mean
I wanted you like you wanted me to
You extinguished my fire
Like every other fucking liar
And I'm burning with hate just like you want me to
(This heart's been bled dry)
And that's about it. I have another little thing, which is even more shitty than those two, but here it is anyway. I guess I'm asking for feedback, to see if I should continue writing or just give it up altogether, like I did for a good couple of years and for some reason decided to start again last night.
3.
I curled up inside a flower
And bled from my eyes
And I used a guitar lead
To stitch the holes in my sides up
I sucked the smoke from my cigarette
And befriended a fly
He crawled into my mouth
And he ate my insides
I wanted to die
But frozen in time I sang
How I loved and I loved
And I loved and I hated
And you fried my brain, drove me insane
But the worst was yet to come
I flew along a rainbow
And the colours painted my naked body
Hands caressed, invisible
Clawed, tore, cut me
Just like his love for me
My hate, with teeth and talons
Soared like a dragon across time
Stars danced before my eyes
And I died