So things seem to have taken a 360 degree turn in the last week or so. deathpod, inurkoolaid, shaden and sailorliesie have all been great friends for me here lately... which is funny since they all hated me at one point or another hahaha. One of the hardest things I've had to deal with in my life is people coming and going in my life, I've never gotten used to it. I've moved on for ( Read more... )

My Best Friend is rulebookOur 6 common interests are: clubbing, computers, drinking, gaming, goth, musicWho is your best friend?
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So things are starting to look up a little... well maybe not that things are looking up but that I am finally somewhat able to put things from the past behind me. I've started writing again and that seems to help somewhat. I guess I'm probably going to be depressed at least on some level for a long time and sometimes when you realize something ( Read more... )

For so long I've been wondering when all this hurt will be over and I can finally be happy, at least some form of content with the world around me and the life I was given ( Read more... )

My life has been rated:
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Vicki Morgan was Alfred Bloomingdale's mistress for a long time, and a while back he introduced her to all of Reagan's cabinet members and she was a real party girl and they really liked her if you know what I mean. Now, keep in mind that Vicki was a little naive so she started writing this book about all these orgies they had and then, before you ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of feeling like this... why must I always feel this way? Is it too much to ask for me to be happy? All I wanted was someone to love me, and I've never been able to find it, no matter how hard I looked. I just want to die, I'm tired of suffering through life just to find out I'll have to suffer more. That's all life, just one big ( Read more... )

You say I've got karma to collect
I dig my grave and
Im here waiting for some kind of check
If I get one I'll hold my breath
I racked my spine
It takes a year of you to warrant a test
As the years go by I wont cry
Its the year you walked into my life
that I will despise

Fuck you I wont do what you tell me

Everyone as seen the news of the capture of Sadamm Houssein. I can't help but think back to the words of Martin Luther King when I think of the recent conflict in Iraq. How can you hope to solve the problem (or infestation, if you will) of violence an oppression with more violence and oppression? In the 60's eveyone talked about all the hate in ( Read more... )