Sunlight shining through my window lets me know that I'm still alive.

[backtokansas]

Dear journal & everyone else who actually reads this

Comments

[ohh_shitt]

alright to all the fucking anonymous people in here..if you really want to give someone your opinion how about leaving your fucking name next time.

fucking immature little assholes.

[ohh_shitt]

its not my fault the little ugly 5th grader wont shut up.

[ohh_shitt]

arent you so cool? You are a stupid cunt. Shut the hell up and stop telling people what to do. I think you need to grow up. I hate bitches like you. You're so fake. I hate you and i dont even know who the hell you are, but i dont care. You are just a dumb bitch.

[lovingxoyou]

hey marisa. it's ash. I want to let you know, I am going through like the exact same thing too. Like now my mom is working alot more, and my dad's job is like bringing in alot of hours too, so my parents are barely home, and like we don't eat dinner until mad late, and sometimes I don't even eat dinner cuz of how late it is. and the whole depressed thing, I am going through exactly the same thing. Like, i don't know what's making it happening, I mean I had the best weekend of my life this weekend, and like 3 hours after I dropped my friend off, I got in this depression and I'm still not out of it, but it's like you want it to end and it isn't. and it really does suck. and listen, even though I'm not dealing with a heartache, I am dealing with guy trouble, and it sucks, because your trying so hard to get someone to care about you, and finding no one who does, and then when ur in the hallway and see everybody w/their relationships working, you think to yourself, "why is that not me? why can't I have that?" I totally know what your going

[lovingxoyou]

Paul broke up with you cause your an ugly litte kid. Cry.

[backtokansas]

Well, I'm most definatly not mad. Heh. I'm really not. I'm glad people are being honest. I just wish they wouldn't post in anonymous or not put a name. It'd be really neat to know who's who. And, if you do get enough...courage? to post your names and if anyone gives you shit (Jaime, stop? I love you, but.. Don't worry about it) tell me and I'll handle it.

Thank you.

I could go on and on...

[backtokansas]

Marisa,
You are beautiful. You are unique. You're a wonderful person. You can make people smile by just one hug. You, and only you, can take this situation and change it into something to help another person. You're the most unselfish person ever. Even if it's killing you deep down, you would do something to make a friend happy. You're inspiring, and full of truth. Most things that someone would be afraid to say, you'd tell it how it is. You're divine. I wish I could steal your pain away, and place it upon myself. No one should ever feel this way, especially someone as wonderful as yourself.

Feel better, sweetheart. & Always keep your head up, because I love to see your beautiful face.<3

[backtokansas]

That almost made me cry.

How are you?

[backtokansas]

Not how..

Who **

Sorry ♥

Keep you chin up

[kelsey892]

Marisa, dont let all the bitches bring you down. Things will get better. Just give it time. I know how you feel, i really do. If you ever need to talk, feel free to talk to me. Im cooler on a personal basis. I hope everything works out for you...

~!*Kelsey*!~