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Life ain't always beautiful...
If there's one thing I've learned this past week it is that perspective is not gained easily ( Read more... ) -
Without any hesitation...
I'm afraid that someday I will have to settle for the ordinary. I'm afraid that one day I'll wake up and realize how bored I am, that everything I thought made me happy only made me content ( Read more... ) -
Here's to the boy who got into my head...
Two days ago I wrote the most profound journal entry ever. It had the secret to life and everything, but then my computer shut down before I had a chance to post. And now, all is lost ( Read more... ) -
I have been a fool for lesser things...
I can't reach out and ask you for help. I can't ask you all the hard questions - that would make too much sense. Instead I wake up at five in the morning with a stomach ache and a racing mind ( Read more... ) -
This town ain't big enough for the both of us...
I probably shouldn't be writing this right now. They're waiting for me ( Read more... ) -
My heart is on my sleeve, and yes I still believe...
Change has been the theme for this year, just like every year before it. I began to live semi-alone, we moved out of my childhood home, broke up with my childhood love, my mom moved in with her boyfriend and I gained innumerable insights, friends and loves. I probably held on to things tighter than I should of. Not because I needed them but because ( Read more... ) -
i'm already loving you too much...
Is it really fair to ask someone to stand by you knowing full well that you won't be the same person they started with? Will there ever be a day that I can put all my faith in one person? Can I ever give out my trust without having that nagging doubt in the back of my mind ( Read more... ) -
overwhelming...
I have been so fragmented lately and my journal entries reflect that ( Read more... ) -
Just love me...
My 1030 meeting was canceled so now I have twenty minutes and no idea what to do with it ( Read more... ) -
before the bad blood and busted radio...
I don't want to study for my biology exam tomorrow. I have 19 pages of typed notes that I'm supposed to be looking over - blah. So instead of studying I've given myself ten minutes to update ( Read more... )