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[bad_bizarre]

I hate feeling so down when I have so much going for me. I have my health (as far as I know), people I really love and care about, a bed to sleep in, food to eat/water to drink, an income (finally), and an opportunity for further education. It feels awful to feel awful. But I kinda do

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[laura_thrice]

Have you talked to your insurance company about that? If your policy says "100% coverage" they should pay for it, even if it does "exceed usual and customary charges." If your policy gives a certain amount somewhere, then you probably will have to pay for it. Insurance companies and hospitals are bitches, but sometimes if you nag enough, you'll get what is right.

I hate working, too. My life consists of waking up at 7, working until 1230 or 1, then coming home, then working 2- or 3-9, then going home and going to sleep. And I moved into an apartment-type thing, so the only break I get off for school (2 weeks) is spent dealing with all the shit that comes with moving in somewhere. It's horrible, because I've been working so much this summer, and it is all gone at once. And I still don't have enough money for books in the fall -- I'll have to charge it, and go further into debt.

This summer was going to be so much fun, but it turned out to not be. I dunno..maybe it's just the whole growing up thing?

This too shall pass.

[bad_bizarre]

It actually said in fine print way out of the way and hard to read "100% Usual and Customary Charges" which really sucks because I guess that means they pay whatever they want and I get the rest. It's pretty sad because what I'm looking forward to most after college is a good job with a good health plan.

Working sucks so much. I just keep telling myself "you're working hard now so you don't have to do this shit the rest of your life" and I feel a little better.

It must be growing up. I was doing the dishes a few days ago, thinking about how nice it would be to get a nice caserole set when we get an apartment and I realized that's something my mom wanted for christmas one year. Jeez!

[laura_thrice]

I wouldn't mind having a casserole dish myself, actually.