The weakerthans
Left and Leaving Album
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Its one of those nights.

Its beautiful outside today ( Read more... )

Starting where I left off I suppose... mom called. My Nana (grandma) is gone. I still can't believe it. Friday I went to my Nana and Pop-Pops house with the rest of the family. We cried, we cleaned, they ate, we talked, we cried, we hugged, and we drank. Saturday we meet at the funeral home and all walk in together and see how beautiful Nana looks ( Read more... )

Starting where I left off I suppose... mom called. My Nana (grandma) is gone. I still can't believe it. Friday I went to my Nana and Pop-Pops house with the rest of the family. We cried, we cleaned, they ate, we talked, we cried, we hugged, and we drank. Saturday we meet at the funeral home and all walk in together and see how beautiful Nana looks ( Read more... )

RIP Nana<3 ( Read more... )

I believe I was up to yesterday. Slept in late again. Hung around for a while watching tv and making mix cd's with chris. Talked to kevin, decided to hang out since its his last night off work til he leaves for vegas fri morning. We talk about this "incense" (salvia) that was mentioned in the papers and news. Its a drug not banned in new york and ( Read more... )

Dear journal ( Read more... )

What happened? When will I come out of this fucking daze? Do I want to come out of it? Whatever.

My nanas cancer came back and spread. They say she has just this week. My father has been in critical care at the hospital for about a month. I hate this.

Life is a giant hell hole. Its not some beautiful miracle or shit. Fuck. I'm so psyched to go through this shit for the next ** years of my life. And fuck people. When will everyone just wake the fuck up.