im so scared i feel sick.
and so sad i wanna die.

YARRRR!!!!
im so sick, eugh.
dont get me started!

i think we should all go see the vines, i think it would be very sexy
http://www.thehifi.com.au/display_show_details_hifi.htm?uid=3469265&guid=97646f6e9497a7&eventid=2874

plus, heres the car i want.
http://www.carsales.com.au/all-cars/dealer/details.aspx?__Ntk=CarAll&__D=auto&__Dx=mode%20matchany&trecs= ( Read more... )

 Written at 12.56 last night before i passed out from tiredness:

Today made me realise something i didnt want to. He was going to India with kinda pretty girls, that I didnt know, for a long time.

Im not really happy, pretty sulky actually.
If anything happens there, i sware to god, i dont know what ill do.

nothin much has been-a-happening
franks 18 now tho, the party was pretty kickin... from what i recall.
but i do have fond memories of sylvie yelling at lach saying she wanted to take him home.
long live sylvie!
shes some kind of lady.
mmmm hmmmm!
very excite for nats 19th, i havent been in the city for a while, and i wouldnt mind catching up with my old ( Read more... )

ye be warned:
this is a bit of a 'no one understands me entry'
viewer discretion is advised

im feeling lonely and a little depressed as of late
maybe its the weather.
things arent going as i hoped they would, but do they ever?
maybe i just realized something i didnt want to know.
the futures so uncertain
ive been having bad thoughts
thoughts that arent ( Read more... )

i feel a bit weird right now.

i try my hardest to please you, but you still mock me?

meh. im tired.

btw im thinking about getting the southern cross tattoed somewhere on my body.

suggestions anyone lol?!

frank and i had our one year anniversary today
he played and sung me this song

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my heart melted

good days, sunshine!

we had a layed back day. dinner and a movie.
get smart = trams teg (nah it was ace)
everything we had planned to do was outside, so yeah, not THE best day for it!

Damn ive been busy.
de la formal
funeral
pre funeral stuff
working soooo much

last night i went out wtih ella from work and her friend caroline
man it was sooo fun! they kept shouting me drinks! i was so trashed!
but i didnt throw up!
high-5!

frank has formal pics up on his myspace if u wanna check em
i cbf loading them all onto mine

at church this morning i ( Read more... )

well this week has been bumpy

my nanna passed away yesterday afternoon, peacefully with her 2 daughters at her side.
its bittersweet
sweet because she had Alzheimer's and she'd been suffering for many years, not to mention the family. In the end, she wouldnt walk or talk.
also,shes finally reunited with her husband that she lost 49 years ago.
and bitter ( Read more... )

harsh i  know,
but i needed to get it off my chest