Guess I won't be a stock speculator

[bad_gustav]

We've hit a plateau. Friday night I thought was it, but no, we're here at the same place. Breathing has gotten progessively worse (lots of fluid) but the heart's still strong and regular and keeping things going. This afternoon we all got out of the house for a while, as we'd been together for the longest since, well, before I got out of high

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[keimel]

I absolutely know where you're at.

And do not feel bad for wishing what you are. Do not feel guilty over it. I know you will, but it is okay to feel that way. And remember, others may feel the same or not, and none of you are wrong for what is right with yourselves.

Oh, and if you're feeling up to it, tell work they can go stuff it, you have more important things to do, if they call you back in or say your time is up for time off.

Fsck man, I so totally know where you are.

[eroika]

All that you're feeling is normal, all of it. And, like others, I understand much of what you're going through.

Hang in there.

Much love *hug*

[brickhousewench]

I haven't been in your situation, but I can totally empathize. Don't be too hard on yourself, what you're going through is hard enough.

**HUGS**