I'm pretty sure if I was leaving the country and was going to be gone for a really long time, I would make as much time as possible to see him. Maybe I think I mean more to him than I really do? Maybe i'm reading into things too much.

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Robert is leaving in 9 days and I can't stop thinking about it. He's going to ask "what's wrong?" and i'm going to tell him. This sucks.

It occured to me, that every time I write in this thing i'm writing about how I met this guy and I really like him. It sounds like I take a shine to every man I meet. I just don't write about all the guys I meet and dislike. Trust me...that's the majority of them.

I think I am going to try and have Valentine's day early with Robert before he leaves, because he is really the one I want for a Valentine. I am really upset that he is leaving. I guess I will have to save up for a plane ticket to Turkey. It's not fair...but life isn't fair. On the bright side, I have my tickets to see flogging molly AND ( Read more... )

I didn't think I would be bothered by the fact that Robert is leaving for Turkey, korea and germany and I probably won't get to see him again. If I do, i'm either going to have to fork out some major cash for a plane ticket, or wait years. Robert isn't the most exciting guy i've ever been with, but he is the nicest...and that is more important to ( Read more... )

I'm getting my things in order tommorow to send to the insurance company so I can get this done and over with. I'm sure this is the best thing to do. I find out if I got the job on Sunday. I think I did. Robert is leaving for Turkey Feb.7th. While that sucks...it's not a HUGE deal. We have really only been seeing each for a month and a half ( Read more... )

alright, i've been reading peoples blogs and all I have to say is "welcome to my world." I feel awful for you guys...but the whole not wanting to go out because the person in the mirror is someone you don't recognize anymore....yeah...that's me. I can't fathom why any man would still find me attractive. That's why i've decided to get a surgery ( Read more... )

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I was watching the phantom of the Opera last night. I'm not sure why, but for some reason it reminds me of embarrassing moments in my life.