I love/hate them too much. They're hard to understand. My feelings about them are too mixed, too contrary, too controversial.

Block out the bad. Remember the good. But don't remember too much, because you can never go back.

So, if you could get the Lacuna procedure, would you?
I wouldn't.
But I wish I would.

i was walking home
my body filled with smoke
i was picked up on the road
i walked into my bedroom
and the lights were on
red for stop
and green for go

i walked through the garden
first time in forever
met its inhabitants
breathed by the river

walking home, with someone i didn't know
asked for her name, but too shy to answer

i played volleyball with strangers in union square today. life is good.

I decided to walk uptown,
rather than take the easy route.
I thought twenty blocks
might be easier on foot.
Something in me wasn't sure
whether you'd be there or not.

I just spent an hour talking to a model. Alone. In my new apartment.

PS life rocks.

"So, you took your clothes off after I fell asleep."
"Yeah. I wasn't going to sleep in my jeans."
"You couldn't have woken me up?"

crawling back to my apartment after pushing another note under your door ( Read more... )

remind me not to bother with you anymore.

why do i let myself get wrapped up?

i need closure.

We were in your car, and I was on the phone. I got out and you kept driving. I thought you were going to drive around and come back to pick me up again, but you didn't. I called you after a bit and you said, "Hey, what's up?" and I said, "Where did you go?" and you told me that you had seen some girl you hadn't in forever so you went to McDonalds ( Read more... )

I hate it when people say "needless to say" followed by something that does not necessarily follow.