Dancer. Stage Actor ( Read more... )

All American Kid
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Third time in a row that I've dreamt of being back in the states, back in high school. Still feeling out of place, knowing no one's there yet everyone's around. Who do I hangout with? Where are my friends? I talked to people, but I wasn't sure with whom I belong. I couldn't find my friends. Only those acquaintances or friendly friends, not ( Read more... )

Commuting from Las Pinas to Loyola Memorial Park Marikina ( Read more... )

Although religion really isn't my thing, I'm beginning to feel closer to God. But you'll never find me going (back) to the Victory Christian Fellowship Youth on Fire program... The one with the alternative band and people raising their hands to God with their eyes closed. I don't see myself doing that... I guess I'm not as spirital as they are ( Read more... )

I weigh 125 lbs now, and no longer disabled.

It feels good to know that I'm loved. I suppose so. But it's not always the best feeling. It happens in stages and various levels and degrees of love. Infatuated love is the dangerous love. When one is on the receiving end, one gets scared ( Read more... )

It is madly frustrating for me not being able to do anything or move around. Although I seem codependent, I just constantly need advice and I try to do what I can by myself. Being disabled for an unknown period of time makes me want to tear my hair out with my bare hands. I'm tired. Everything takes too much energy and so much time to do. The ( Read more... )

I'm not a partier. I have a hard time enjoying myself when the mass around me is. As long as it involves socializing, I'm better off standing alone against the wall. Maybe I just wished that it was soething like you and me against the world. Until realize, it's just me ( Read more... )

I asked my sister for a cigarette. She gave me one as if it was normal. But He was surprised. I didn't get dizzy from it, so I asked for another one. I wanted to smoke until I got dizzy. But I didn't quite get dizzy from that one. I had another one and my walking started to become wobbly. I wanted to smoke until I couldn't breathe. So I ( Read more... )