it is getting to be really freakin cold outside and it is getting really really hard to get out of my bed in the morning .. i dont have my mom here to MAKE me .. >.< sarah got me sick and it really sucks.. cuz i cant sleep at night ..but i have no problem falling asleep in the morning . ahh!! im going to come home tonight get get some stuff for ( Read more... )

this morning sucks .. i think im starting to get sick >.< and thats the last thing i need. i found out something that broke my heart last night. i couldnt sleep i just kept thinking about what could happen ..

alright im sittin the computer lab at alex cuz my whole life is here ... haha i NEVER leave this building ( Read more... )

~sigh~ everything is alright for now... i was freakin out for no reason last night ( Read more... )

i dont feel good.. inside and out. i get this feeling that he dosent care. and it feels like my heart is breaking

please tell me that you love me

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^.^ i know for a fact that mike and i had more fun last night at my apartment then we would of had at some lame ass school dance! it was a night of GOOD music (played by me ^.^ ) and GOOD times :) ... and good food! i dont feel bad anymore for makeing mike miss his last homecoming for my first college concert. cuz i know that he had the time of ( Read more... )

the results are in!! my first college audition went very well, i'm very happy with my placement ( Read more... )

im sitting here in a towel not wanting to get ready for school.. i had a dream that a guy broke into my house and was tryin to steal my tiffany's .. >.< but i got away in the end. it was still really weird and i locked my door when i took a shower cuz i was alittle freaked out ( Read more... )

yesterday was one of the best days of my life. today has to be one of the wrost ... but im not even the one thats haveing the bad day.

like the penguins i will keep marching on ...