the sun still sleeps

[badcoffee3]

So I'm in kind of a shitty mood right now. Everything seems to be going well, but theres a few people that have been really pissing me off again. Maybe it's just people changing. But I see a little fakeness going on. I've been doing my best just to not get involved though

Comments

[beenhickied]

You're not boring. I still find you cool as hell.

[badcoffee3]

Gracias, mi amigo.

[eyeshityounot]

"Waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you, you turn around and see them in their most peaceful vulnerable state, they breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyones shoulders but their own, you smile, kiss their face in the most gentle manner so not to wake them, you turn back around and involuntarily a grin forms on your face, you feel an arm wrap around your waist and you know it doesn't get any better than this."

I don't know the old you but I now the you now and you're not boring at all.

[badcoffee3]

Thank you, that made me smile. You make me smile.

[yindsmonk]

I'm kind of in a shitty mood right now too. So I think I'll bitch too. People are really starting to piss me off as well.

I'm going home for the summer. Not looking forward to that.

I can't always keep my plans. I don't have a job. I live in Minnesota. I have no money what-so-ever. I owe my parents a total of $350, and I have no bank account (I closed that out in December when I bought them xmas gifts). Right now, my situation is not good.

I'm sorry if I can't always be bending over backwards for you, but I don't really see you doing it for me. You so obsessed with the new things in your life (no offense Katrina) that it seems like you forgot the old. You were a good friend. You were a great friend. I really liked you.

I miss the old you.

Don't call me anymore.
I need time spent alone.

[eyeshityounot]

I'd like to tell you something.

You're not offending me at all. Mostly because I've been in your exact position before. I was there for four years. I know how bad it sucks when your really good friend gets a girl and everything changes completely. They act different, they call less, they talk about their girlfriend and it bugs the shit out of you..Trust me, I know.. And I don't want to ruin anything between you and David. That's not my intention and that would make me feel horrible. But at the same time, I refuse to back away. I love him, and the most I can give you is to promise to take care of him. I will always take care of him.

Since none of that probably made you feel any better try this: I know he cares about you. He tells me. He worries about things you go through. He wants you to be happy.. I just wanted you to know that. Hopefully he'll back me up here.

I don't want to be "that girl" you know? The one responsible for ruining a good friendship.. So can you two please work this out?

Err not.. whatever. Your choice.

[badcoffee3]

I think you covered that really well.