Redemption

[baddogbad]

I am getting back in the rytheme of my life, I can help but feel low. I am trying not to kick myself for not spending more time with him. I keep reminding myself that death is not something you can plan for. I have been hang with friends all weekend. trying not to be alone. I am reminded how good I really have it. I have good friends that love and

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[faeviljen]

hey hon add me to your friends list.. that is ifin you want to... ;) hehe

[mulaki]

Death is something that is unexpected even when we know it will happen. Don't kick yourself too hard at least the reasons you didn't see him were normal. I have to live with the fact that part of the time my mom was sick i didn't see here for selfish reasons. Like not wanting to see her that way, when she really needed me i wasn't there and i knew i should have been. Last year when my dad died i had no idea or even a clue it would happen and i wish that i had spent more time with him, however i don't really have any regret about it. With my mom, i'm full of regret. Love you man... cherish the memories of him and then he will live forever.