"I kept the right ones out. And let the wrong ones in. Had an angel of mercy to see me through all my sins. There were times in my life
when I was going insane tryin' to walk through the pain. When I lost my grip and I hit the floor, yeah, I thought I could leave but couldn't get out the door. I was so sick and tired of a livin' a lie.  I was wishin ( Read more... )

Let me sleep. For when I sleep I dream that you are here, you’re mine. And all my fears are left behind, I float on air, the nightingale sings gentle lullabies so let me close my eyes and sleep per chance to dream so I can see the face I long to touch, to kiss. But only dreams can bring me this so let the moon shine softly on the boy I long to see ( Read more... )

"so..... what now?"

"honestly... i do not know.... i don't wanna know... i don't even wanna think about it"

"can't we just let things  be? let things have their own way?"

"nope... i don't want to... i still want them to go my way"

"but.. that's impossible! You can't always have what you want!"

"I can! And I will! I swear! No matter what it will take! No ( Read more... )

am about to get a year older tomorrow...   Bless me...

"Oh baby, baby, baby
My baby, baby
Wo jue bu neng shi qu ni
Ni shou xin ni sheng ying
Hai zhan lin wo dei
Xin zen neng wang ji
Xiang ni jui xiang shi hu xi
Oh baby, baby, baby
My baby, baby
Wo jue bu neng shi qu ni
Bu guan ni zai na li
Wo yi ding hui zhao dao ni"

wala lang.. napapakanta lang.. ;)

brain freeze....

RCJB...........    *hugs*

i had 2 cups of coffee...

brrrrr

*hyper mode*

truth is, i'm still scared of tomorrow
i'm scared of the things i'll go through
i'm afraid i won't love the people i'll be with
i'm afraid i will take them for granted once  again
i'm afraid that  those people i truly wanted to be with me;
wouldn't be there any longer
i'm scared to lose the people i have now
like how i've lost the people i had before

i' ( Read more... )

i dig you
it may seem awfully impossible
i'm not obvious
i don't show it
i'm far from liking you
but that's  true
i dig you

for the first time in 2 years,
i woke up at the right side of the bed.
i woke up not thinking of any regrets.
i woke up with a smile on my sleepy face.
i woke up with a feeling of content with what i only have.

after two years, finally, i woke up.

the sweetdream, rather, the nightmare,  is over.
reality sinks in, slowly, but sweetly.
and it's not so bad ( Read more... )

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