I apologize for the lack of updates this past little bit. (!) I've been to Kayla's and back, met some really good people, taken a lot of pictures, and fell half in love. And oh the stories I have to share! But you will have to wait just a bit longer, because I still have so many things to do and no time at all to sit down. Thank you for all the ( Read more... )

Now is the best time for me to imagine that it's possible we'll find one another again. This is the worst experience ever and I feel like the biggest fuckup because I'm sitting here in my room instead of being with you. I really believe this whole thing was never not fucked up, because we both know we were lying and rushing everything and you're ( Read more... )

I have to admit that I'm feeling at loose ends. However, I can assure you I'm having fun sharing adventures with my best friends and buying flowers for the people I love. Here are some pictures to kill the time. I love you.

( i put out on the first date. )

Today I played dress-up and watched Ferris Bueller's Day Off. Later on I'll be going to see Dahlia and Kelly at Aurora High.

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This firday I'm hoping to play summer with three of the best people I know.

dear michael ( Read more... )

This made me cry ( Read more... )

I pace around my room and I miss you. Sad songs playing and I go over it all in my head. The sheer sorrow of those words. No one could actually believe you were going. I want to make sure you're being taken care of correctly, you always talked so tough. I miss you and I wish you were still around.

ted: now your dad's actually going for it in your room.
bill: shut up, ted!
ted: your step-mom is cute though.
bill: shut up, ted!
ted: remember when i asked her to the prom?
bill: shut up, ted!

stop doing what i do.
fuckkk