Okay so here to what i wrote last time, but i deleted the entry because i didn't want some people to read it...he is having a rough time... i was sad and everything, but i have to just be like okay you know... i am going to let him handle his hard times by himself.... maybe sometime me and him can get back together if he can handle it and ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, so i am getting ready to do some homework so i dont have to do it tonight or tomorrow... Went to Ryan's house... that sucked... So yeah.... He said something to lauren yesterday that surprised me... anyway last night sucked... i was not myself... lets just put it that way... i talked to my gma and she made me feel better... can't see ( Read more... )

Wow, I love having an internship.... i dont have to go wed. thursday or friday... i start work on monday.... 3 days a week... lucky me.... i hate working.... i like being lazy... for some people, they know what i mean.... ryan and i are doing well i guess.. lol... tuesday we dont have school so i think ryan and I are hanging out... Oh julie, i will ( Read more... )

Well keith just asked me a hard question, he asked me if i had to choose between being friends with him or being in love with tony, what would i do, and he told me i dind't have to answer but i did anyway.. I would choose keith as a friend because the way i see it is if it was meant to be about me being in love with tony, then it would happen. I ( Read more... )

~*~Regret~*~ By lauren ( Read more... )

Holy shit, i partied all night long... i had so much fun...lol... i didn't get home until 7:50 this morning... we all had fun... i didn't drink much, had a few sips of different things and everything, but i didn't get drunk... everyone else was pretty much drunk... hooked chris up with this girl he likes.. she said she is with someone but they are ( Read more... )

1. i like how you have plans for the future, and are actually doing something to get there..hahahah. i lose ( Read more... )

Wow, it has been a long time since i updated.... well tony and i are together... i asked him for once... he talked to my gma for over an hour and sent her something he wrote for me before we got back together and before we ever talked... he made up a story about a girl wanting to committ suicide just so he could talk to me... he wrote something so ( Read more... )

Today i got my senior pics... Denny took 118 shots... they all turned out so nice... my mom thinks she is going to have to go to my gma and ask her for some money because everyone was perfect.... they really turned out nice.... I love them all... He asked if i was going to go to model somewhere.... he said i should because i am photogenic... i love ( Read more... )

I had a blast last night. I hung out with Brad, Cam, Chris, and Alex, and Juls. we all had so much fun. I didn't go to bed until 4:30 or so... It was interesting between me and Cam this morning. Very interesting. I had so much fun with the guys and juls. they were playing poker with adult cards. Then when we watched the boxing match between derek ( Read more... )