Today I slept till 12, like I do everyday. If I wake up before 12 I'm like ahhh this is crap and I force myself back to sleep. I don't have much time to write this entry, I'm going to therapy in killingworth. Last week I brough all my journals in, from since I was 11, and we read them and whatever...it was quite interesting. We didn't finish so we ( Read more... )

BETTER NATURE


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Still laying here, recooperating from that wicked mess. I need to keep myself busy, so I'm going to search the web for some interesting images to tatoo on my body. =) im looking at greek goddesses, particularly medusa, who had snakes for hair...


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I got injured from a car accident this morning that was entirely my fault. i suck at life. I was on little city road in higganum, and i missed a tight curb, hit a tree and flipped over completely. I should be dead right now. No major injuries, just a lot of body pain, which i have muscle relaxants for. Trippy shit, but I really just want to smoke a ( Read more... )

This kid, who I thought was my friend, stole 50 bucks from me yesterday. Not even slick-like. What a fucking bastard. I have two people ready to kill him, so I need not be hostile myself. I mostly got depressed because of it because it was complete disrespect, and when have I ever done shit to this kid? It made me feel worthless ( Read more... )

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Just got A NEW COMPUTER for a graduation gift from my parents. FUCKING AWESOME. Hehe. It's a lab top for college and wow I feel so special ( Read more... )

How happy is the blameless vessel's lot
The world forgetting by the world forgot
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
Each prayer accepted and each wish resigned

It's been awhile.

So I'm sitting here kinda feeling antsy, but having nothing to do but stare at this screen or the tv screen. Feeling withdrawal. Shiznasty.

I'm really interested in dreams. What if I could be a dream therapist? Dreams are the way to figuring out the subconscious mind. Which is so fucking bizarre. Everyone must see Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. It is truely an amazing movie. SO ummmmm yeah this is the last real school week, and then exams, and then incredible succulent elating ( Read more... )

ah, fuck it.