hmmm, i still dont know what the fuck is wrong with me. why the hell am i so fucking depressed. i dont give a fucking shit about you at all right now so fuck off and suck your mammas dick. you all are fucking backstabbing whores who are so self centerd and i want to shove your fucked up face in shit, not like mine is any better. the way that you ( Read more... )

man i'm so fucking depressed and its pissing me off so badly i dont know why i'm like this. well i have reasons to be but its like i didnt know that it was gonna be this bad ya know. i guess i need to get out and clear my head or something. i dont even think that i'm gonna go with shereen tomorrow. well i probably should cuz i need to clear my head ( Read more... )

i just found out that my friend just died. and the weird thing is that before i heard the news my sister handed me a pic that she found of me and my friends and i'm standing next to him. crazy huh?

ugh i feel like shit, i just had a fight with richard, ugh, i hate it when this happens!

eww just right now i thought of yougert and i felt like throwing up. ewwww. man that was not cool. i really hope that every thing comes out good in the end for mandi, i love her and i want the best for her. oh i got this cool ac/dc shirt and it has a cannon and the sleve cuts off and it says for those about to rock. its cool, well like it. it cost ( Read more... )

i dont know how i feel right now. i guess really really really bumbed out. bye

i just had the best talk ever with richard. lol well it was fun. i got my schedule. i love him so much ( Read more... )

i feel so sad, lonely and vulnerable. i dont know why. i feel like i have everyones problems that i read. like jenn, man i wish that that never happend to her. its affecting me i guess and then me and my cousin were talking about stuff that happend in our lifes when he was here and it really made me think alot that nothing is worth the pain. and i ( Read more... )

im sooooooooo fucking bored. so lets get together and go somewhere. well have fun. yay. call me 258-6784

i'm soooo happy right now. i'm talking to all the people i love. like ricard, MANDI, chanda, cinder, just happyness. adn then i was playng with ricard and shit and it was funny. hmm, well my cousins leaving tomorrow morning so thats gonna be done soon. oh man it sounds like i want to get rid of him. i dont mean to sound like that. i'm sad now, i'm ( Read more... )