so i get to have the soon-to-be-brother-in-law-talk tomorrow with crystal. i love her so much. i think she is perfect for liv. i want them to work out. i really do love her. i love hanging out with them. i am staying the night in fresno tonight due to... well...everything... i think its a good thing because i have been very depressed. it will be ( Read more... )

clouds descending ( Read more... )

fuck. i am awake. today already sucks. i just want to sleep today away. didn't even do my fucking speech yesterday. fuck man.

-If you're listening, whoa-a-a-a-a-a ( Read more... )

I’m heaven sent ( Read more... )

I got a twenty dollar bill ( Read more... )

We've got to get better I said, It's all in your head ( Read more... )

disarm -the smashing pumpkins
I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my voice
What's a boy supposed to do?
A killer in me is a killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up ( Read more... )

rae tell me what you think... k?

hard love
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i trust the red sun setting,
the leafless november trees.
on monday morning i look forward
fearlessly to friday's eve

but humans are not as reliable
as nature, as trees
i wonder if you'll come back;
i trust only that you'll leave