Sometimes I am so overwhelmed its not even funny. The walls keep closing in on me and sometimes I wish I could explode. I have SOOO much on my mind, and I am thinking about so much... I cant stop worrying and stressing. Mainly, it all revolves around money. I got two bills in the mail today- a hundred and eighty dollar car insurance bill, and a ( Read more... )

Hey, this is a big entry containing lots of pictures from my birthday, so Im lj-cutting it for the people who would rather not look. ( Read more... )

Sorry for lack of updates... my life permits me to have no freetime whatsoever these days. All is well here, mostly. Work work work and more work. We are about to lose some employees so things are really hectic- I cant imagine how its going to be when these people leave! Trying to get Ursula to put in an application, but shes heeing and hawing ( Read more... )

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and another ( Read more... )

Yes, there were men at my doorstep just now! Ive never seen them before in my life so I didnt answer it because Im home alone. Am I paranoid or is that normal? I guess because I live in the "low income" apartments Im scared of any male here who isnt Jesse, or missing a limb of some sort ( Read more... )

Amanda is back from vacation. In some ways Im sad my week of splendor is over... but in others its like Im back to reality and as we all know, reality bites ( Read more... )

Getting ready for vacation and majorly stressing out- trying to tie up loose ends here with Jubilee and work. Jubilee has a blown tendon in her leg- the girl I was leasing her to said she would start sending payments. What that means I have no idea but we will see. Jubee is staying at the vets while I am on vacation. Im so fucking lucky I have ( Read more... )

After working a six and half hour day at the vets... I ran up to Angels Camp with my mom and we drove to Valley Springs to get Jubilee for her vets appointment. Wow, when I saw her I couldnt believe it. She looked soooo gross. I guess it didnt really sink in Sunday when she came home- the horse looks like absolute CRAP ( Read more... )

Today at work I was recovering a dog from anesthesia and one of the receptionists told me that Mr. Kraemer (the owner of the cat who chomped my hand was up front) I was all nervous and scared he was mad but he was so nice to me! He bought me a huge box of chocolates and a really nice card from him and "mimi". It added such a nice touch to my day. :

We saw Anchorman last night. It was fucking funny! I liked Dodgeball more, but they are both movies I need to own. Also, we saw King Arthur a few days ago... and I am in love with the actor that played "Tristan". Hes a babe. Purrrr.... Want to lick... Hence the icon. (Yes, I like the bizarre hairy character who is a quote unquote killing machine!) ( Read more... )