Sometimes I feel so behind. Am I? Sometimes I feel lost. I should know my way. But I've learned one thing. The world and time wait for no one. Everything WILL move on without you if you dont pursue. Go ahead, go get it.
Im going. I promise.

 Im having a no good day. I feel fat and disoriented. I have to go out and do not want to get ready. I dont want to fix my hair, or find something to wear. Nope. I want nothing to do with it. But unfortunately I have no option and have to go. I feel so blah.
UGH.

Life seems to take over sometimes and then its a hurricane. I am having a hard time keeping up, mother nature, could ya cool it for a minute?
Man things can get screwed up.
And sometimes I think they are supposed to.
But really.
Miss everyone.
<3 Promise to post more often.

Ive pretty much been out of every loop possible for a number of months. I keep thinking things are going uphill and then it all falls down again. M and I broke up...due to the fact that he started to become overly aggressive, and was not only abusing hardcore chemical substances, but also selling them. Everything changed him so much I couldn't take ( Read more... )

Thats it.
I've had enough of this 15 fucking over thing.
If its the last goddamn thing I do it's fucking gone.
FUCKING GONE.
I don't care how anymore.
Not anymore.

So the beginning of the school year has been quite hectic. I've had a lot of homework already because of my classes. This term I have Bio 20, Chem 20 and English 30. I decided instead of just taking physics I needed all three of the sciences, so off I go to get the rest of them. I was rather surprised at how many grade twelves were in the 20 ( Read more... )

Ohhhh dear.
It's cold outside, and I really must say I hate it.
I need warmth. Sun. Sky that isn't overcast...
The boy keeps being retarded, though we are together now.
I just don't really know though, ya know?
Going out tonight. Kind of excited.
Missed Jadahs party which made me sad.
Oh I hate this weather.

Today is retarded ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here playing the entire year over, and over in my head. I can't believe the transition I've made, the changes I've went through. What a year it's been indeed ( Read more... )

This weekend was the best time I've had in forever. Friday I got my hair done, went for Sheesha and saw Alivia. Hanako stayed the night, and we went shopping with my bestest cousin ever in the morning. Cara and I then got Booster Juice and came back home to squeal over Oliver James and eat Subway and walnuts ( Read more... )