just watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. god i love that film.it was awesome. and again reminded me of the reason why no matter what people say if i met jim carrey i would fuck his brains out. no question ( Read more... )

talked to IRHCC last night- he called me; i told him that we should not be dating, he concurred. then he wanted to go over the reasons. i go why? does it matter? the end result is that we aint compatible. damn people who are trained therapists. must we be so damn healthy and talk it all out all the damn time? jeesh. some unresolved issues are good ( Read more... )

fucked up with school work. missed turning a paper in. dammnit ( Read more... )

ahem ( Read more... )

diet not going so well-wendys for dinner and pizza for lunch ( Read more... )

i am just biding time.

i feel it; dont know why

what am i waiting for?

its driving me crazy.

lose 20 lbs ( Read more... )

okay: date went well. very surprisingly well. lets see had on white v-neck mens shirt, black and pink striped skirt so cute enough. dinner was at vortex- and conversation went well. then off to see debbie does dallas and that was sooo awesome. it was soo funny,loved it. now have to see the actual porn ( Read more... )

andrew just called. nope did not answer. thats right. sure didnt. i can be strong :-) sometimes ( Read more... )

am i going to be drunk this week? seriously ( Read more... )