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[baebytears16]

i say i miss you. he says i miss you too. i say i love you. he says ... im sorry. i say its ok i understand. he says i dont. i say everything will be ok. he says i dont believe that. i say me either. he says i...miss you. i say i wish you were here...now. he says i know. he gets offline

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[simply_amazingx]

you will be okay. you will get over him. forget about all this. he's an asshole, how many times you gotta go through it to figure it out??

iloveyou. and i just want what's best for you. &for you to be happy.

[baebytears16]

i know he can be an asshole. i know that.and i know that i shouldnt put myself thru it again. but wat if i dont get with adam. and i take the chance with roni one last time.and if he screws it up. then its done. then i have a reason a goooood reason to give up all hope. but i dont know if i wanna give up hope. but if i get with adam its gna be the same thing all over again. except 18 hrs away. with sumone who isnt my bestfriend and that im not in love with and thats not in love with me. erg. i dont know adam very well. how do i not know he'll go around and fool around on me. i dont trust ppl very easily and every single day i would be with him i would be worrying about that. i would be waitin on a fone call to talk to him. EVERY DAY! all over again. unless he moves here. but then id be forced to be with him unless he left me. becuz then i wuld feel like a bitch for makin him move here to be with me and then me not stay with him. i def. dont wanna go thru that. roni i could handle it for another cpl months. but him i couldnt not 18

[i43378337734]

Jessica. i know you love roni. and you might not trust people very easily but tahts why you need to get to know adam . ahe really seems like he cares aobut you. and just sayin that he would move closer to you..leave all the things he knows just to be with you. but you alredy have taken that chance with roni. pepole like him DONT change..trust me. thats why i kept going back to one of my ex's. they just dont change..and if they do. they will for a little bit and then they will be the same again. i still really think that you should stick to what you were sayiang.about how you were going to give up on roni and give adam a chance. i still really truelly believe that thtasthe right thing for yo uto do. b/c roni is always gonna be there....but hes NEVER gonna chage..people lik ehim just dont.. it will always be the same. hurt. pain. why puc yoru self through something like that if you KNOW you can prevent it

[baebytears16]

i know. but i just love him so much. i dont think theres ne worries becuz hes not sure he wants to be with me. and that may change but i kno if it does we wont get together and then like 3 wks after that it will change bak. becuz thats how is has been working lately. so tats how i think its gna keep working. idk. i just kno how much pain im having bein without him. and how lost i am now that i dont have him. and erg. i wanna give adam a chance. but i dont wanna screw things up in his life. and i tend to do that to people. i alwayz hurt the people i love. i think im gna end up like roni and run scared if i start to fall again. and i know i will. i just dont wanna hurt him like ive hurt everyone else. idk wat to do. ill see roni monday and prolly never again after that. and thats that.

i love you you are my wonderfullll. ♥