Take A Chance, We'll Make This Work
Author: ANONYMOUS
Recipient: jmsavella
Title: Take A Chance, We'll Make This Work
Word Counts: 6,260 words
Side Pairing(s): Kai/Kyungsoo, Kris
Rating: NC-17
Warning(s):Under-aged Sex, Male Pregnancy, and Miscarriage
Disclaimer:The celebrities' names/images are merely borrowed and do not represent who the celebrities are in real life. No offense is intended towards them, their families or friends. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. No money is being made from this fictional work. No copyright infringement is intended.
Summary: Nobody really expected this to happen.
Author's Note: First of all, thank you to everyone for creating, joining, and supporting BAE! This is my first fic exchange ever and it was one HELL of a ride. Haha. To my recipient, thank you for all your wonderful prompts. I can only hope I gave it justice. OTL I got busy and lost motivation along the way so I understand you may feel that the story is a bit off, since it was really rushed and several scenes were omitted. But I hope you will still enjoy it. Spread the love for CHANBAEK!
Loud shouts and cheers fill the room as people gathered around a group of drunken couples doing body shots. It was supposedly a victory party for the basketball team for winning in a tournament. But as he observed his surroundings, Baekhyun couldn’t help but wince. Everyone was fucking wasted! He may have had a few shots himself and is a bit tipsy but at least he wasn’t grinding against strangers in the dark like other people. Some of them even started making out. He sighed and gently shook his head. Guess it’s time to go home.
To be honest, he didn’t even want to be stuck here at this wild party in the first place. He was just tagged along by his brother Kris. Oh. Speaking of which… He fixed his thick-rimmed glasses and scanned the room. Kris wasn’t there. He took out his phone to call his brother and ask him of his whereabouts but then the screen won’t light up, nor would it power on. Simply, his phone’s dead. Slightly annoyed, he quickly stood up and left the living room in search for his brother.
The scene on the other parts of the house wasn’t any different; however Baekhyun chose to ignore it. He checked the kitchen; nope, no Kris there. The restrooms where fully occupied as well but, to his luck, there were no Kris there as well. He went and checked the rooms upstairs. Aside from stumbling upon drunken couples trying to do (or in some cases were already DOING) the deed, there was no sign of his tall brother at all! He couldn’t have left him, right?
Damn his brother’s “connections”! He was already a freshman in University but his previous teammates still invite him to a gathering every once in a while. And whenever that happens, he always tags Baekhyun along though the latter declines. It just so happened that Kris was really persuasive this time around. Baekhyun let out a low groan. Ugh, seriously! He was drunk. He was tired. But most of all, he just wanted to go home and sleep this off.
While passing through the hallway, he caught glimpse of a tall figure going to the backyard. Stepping closer to the window, he tried to make out who the figure was but failed. So he trudged down the stairs and through the backdoor, hoping it was his brother. As he came closer, he can easily notice that the stranger is indeed tall but then again he has a different build. Hesitantly though, he still approached the man and tugged at his arm.
When the man turned towards him, Baekhyun was rendered speechless. His mouth suddenly became dry and his heart started thumping so hard, it feels like it will jump out of his chest. Words left him and he blinked a few times just to make sure this wasn’t some kind of intoxicated dream. For in front of him stood the object of his affections ever since he was a freshman.
He remembers going to the basketball team’s practice every day after classes. At first it was to support Kris while he waited for him so the both of them could go home together. But then one day, he took notice of a tall, lanky dude (who turned out to be obnoxiously loud) when the latter decided to go up against Kris for a practice game. The said boy didn’t disappoint, which was why Baekhyun took interest in him. He later found out that the boy was in the same year as him and is quite popular already, given his cheerful and outgoing personality. And though everyone knows of the latter’s promiscuous ways, it didn’t stop Baekhyun from falling deeper and for his interest to turn into a liking then unto something much more serious and overwhelming. Safe to say, Baekhyun had fallen deeply in love with the current basketball team’s captain and ace player Park Chanyeol.
He always knew that the varsity player was handsome. But seeing him this close proved Baekhyun wrong. The guy was gorgeous as hell! Realizing that it was rude of him to just stare so openly at the guy (with his mouth slightly agape for more than a few minutes now), Baekhyun quickly shut his mouth and averted his gaze unto his sneakers. He can feel the heat creeping unto his neck and cheeks so he took an awkward moment to calm down. He dared not look into the other’s dark orbs when he raised his head once again.
“H-Hey! I-uh… I’m sorry. I thought you were someone else.” He quickly stammered out. With that, Chanyeol just nodded in response. Not wanting to embarrass himself in front of the man any further, Baekhyun turned around and started to walk away. Then he remembered the game from earlier this afternoon. He took a deep breath and faced the other once again. “Congratulations, by the way.”
Chanyeol seemed surprised at that, not really expecting the smaller was still there. Then he flashed him a smile and muttered “Thanks.” Though Baekhyun was overjoyed that the taller had finally talked to him, he didn’t fail to notice that something was a bit off. Chanyeol’s smile seemed a bit forced and it didn’t quite reach his eyes. Aside from that, his eyes and his voice seemed sad. Why was he sad? Baekhyun couldn’t comprehend. It was rare to see him like this, and the smaller didn’t like it at all. He wanted to see him smile, to see him happy. So instead of walking away, he gathered all his courage and decided to stay even for a bit. Besides, it’s not like every day he gets a chance to talk to the other.
“You were really good.” Baekhyun quipped. When the taller just stared at him, he couldn’t help but feel a bit awkward. “It was a great game.” Silence ensued, causing the smaller to drop his gaze once again. Then a soft chuckle was heard. He raised his head and stared at the other. There was clear amusement in his eyes. “You’re cute!” Chanyeol cooed. The result was immediate. Baekhyun blushed to the tip of his ears. Hearing such compliment from the person you love is like a sudden energy surge for your heart.
“Stay?” It was softly spoken that if they were inside, Baekhyun probably wouldn’t have heard it. But then again, he did. “Huh?” He asked, facing the other. He wanted to make sure he heard it right. So when Chanyeol looked at him as well and muttered “Would you stay for a while?”, Baekhyun was dumbfounded.
“Me? Stay? But-Wouldn’t I disturb you or -”
“No.” The taller cut him off, sitting down under the large tree. “Not really. Besides, I really don’t have company right now.” He looked really sad and hurt. And then, he added “It gets kinda lonely.”
Everything clicked. Chanyeol requested for his company. Who was Baekhyun to deny him of such? “Oh. Okay.” He sat down next to the varsity player and the latter gave him a can of beer which he accepted. They shared a comfortable silence. Stealing a quick glance at the other, Baekhyun noticed that he was looking up at the sky. Unconsciously, he started to look at the night-time sky as well. Though it was bright here in the city, you can still see a few stars that were shining brightly.
“Do you ever wonder how your life would be in the future?” Chanyeol asked, breaking the silence. To that, Baekhyun just nods his head. Their conversation started off like that. Talks about the future, dreams, and plans were exchanged. They’d crack a few jokes every once in a while, laughing and giving toasts to random dumb stuff. Safe to say, they got comfortable with each other’s presence.
Baekhyun couldn’t even remember how it happened. One moment, they were laughing. Then he saw Chanyeol looking at him endearingly, time seemed to have stopped. Then that handsome face just started leaning in, which caused his heart to beat erratically. The next thing he knows, he felt warm, soft lips against his own and Baekhyun figured he was in heaven. Well, it felt like it… because Chanyeol was kissing him. Yes, it wasn’t just a dream either. The Park Chanyeol is kissing Byun Baekhyun. And the smaller loves every moment of it.
He surrendered under the kiss when he felt long arms wrap around him. He succumbed to the desire and kissed back. His response may have caused the taller to continue and soon, he found himself being laid down unto the grass and felt bold hand caressing his body. He involuntarily arched his back when cold fingers sneaked their way inside his shirt and touched his bare skin. He may have also let out a moan since the varsity stopped his ministrations and pulled away.
Baekhyun was scared. He thought maybe Chanyeol was disgusted at him, but he was proven wrong when he looked up and saw pure lust reflected unto those brown orbs. His breath hitched and he was dazed, immediately agreeing when Chanyeol said “Let’s go someplace else.”
Somehow, they managed to get to Baekhyun’s room. His parents were out and Kris was still nowhere to be seen. Never in his life did Baekhyun think he’d be bold enough to do this here. But then again, when you’re drunk and got caught up between a series of mind-blowing kisses and taunting touches, you will most likely lose all your inhibitions as well. In a tangle of limbs, Chanyeol presses him down unto the mattress. Driving the smaller crazy with every nip, suck, and touch while undressing both of them. Chanyeol was well-built and muscular that Baekhyun can’t help but feel small. Though he also can’t help but blush when he saw the intense gaze the varsity is giving him.
Chanyeol’s touches were fiery yet with utmost care, as if he was worshipping Baekhyun’s body. He made sure to give him the best pleasure, making the smaller arch beautifully as he prepared him. “Chanyeol. Chanyeol.” He looked up and was amazed with how beautiful Baekhyun was. White blemish-free skin covered in sweat, eyes half-lidded, and mouth parted as he continuously moaned out the taller’s name erotically. It gave him a huge sense of pride knowing that he would soon claim this beautiful creature and surely he wouldn’t disappoint.
“Chanyeol, I want you. Please… I need you. Take me.” That broke all of the star player’s restraints. He let out an animalistic growl as he entered the smaller. Fuck, he was so tight. The way Baekhyun had wrapped and clenched around his cock was pure bliss. When he sensed that the other had finally adjusted, he let his needs take over. Loud grunts and skin slapping skin can be heard as Chanyeol kept pounding unto Baekhyun, making him moan and cry louder each time.
For Baekhyun, it was a bit painful but he didn’t mind because the pleasure took over soon enough and besides, it was Chanyeol whom he was sharing his first time with, it was Chanyeol to whom he surrendered his all. As if in a trance, he cupped Chanyeol’s cheek and looked straight into his eyes. His heart feels like it will burst with all the overwhelming emotions he is feeling right now. When Chanyeol swooped down and claimed his lips, his heart soared with the hopes that the jock can learn to love him too. And as both had reached their peak, Baekhyun had let out what his whole being had been screaming for the past two years. “I love you, Chanyeol.” Soon, they were engulfed by darkness.
*****
When Chanyeol woke up, it was to a beautiful face. He stared in awe for some time but then shock and confusion took over as reality slowly crept up to him. Who was this stranger? He sat up and felt dizzy for a while. Oh God! He really drank quite a lot last night, didn’t he? Glancing around, he took in his surroundings and it surely wasn’t his room. Where is he? His head started to throb as quick flashes of last night’s events appeared in his brain. He remembers wanting to be totally drunk and wasted last night because Joogi broke up with him. He was hurt and lonely. Then suddenly, this beautiful stranger came and accompanied him. He remembers making the first move, jumping inside a cab, and stumbling along someone else’s home while their lips where molded together. He then remembers the kisses, the touches, the heat-Oh shit! Glancing down, he took notice that he was naked with the sheets covering his lower body but he can tell he’s wearing nothing underneath. Not to mention that by just thinking of last night’s activities makes him feel aroused. Then he remembers a soft voice saying “I love you, Chanyeol.” Fuck! This wasn’t supposed to happen. He rapidly shook his head, wanting everything to be a bitter-sweet dream. But alas! Things don’t always go the way we planned it. So he did the best thing he could do. He hastily grabbed his things and left.
*****
Later that morning, heart-wrenching sobs and wails can be heard from inside the room; but not because of physical pain. Because, for Baekhyun, the pain in his lower regions can never compare to the pain he felt to waking up alone in a cold and empty bed.
To make matters worse, hearing the viral news of Park Chanyeol and Shin Joogi getting back together again in school doesn’t lessen the hurt. More so, seeing the newly-reconciled couple making out in front of his very own eyes had made his heart shatter, leaving Baekhyun to hastily scamper away feeling used.
*****
Two Months Later…
“Don’t make me lose my temper, Byun Baekhyun!” Mr. Byun’s voice roared throughout the relatively quiet household. No one dared speak. Gathered around the dining table was the Byun family: Baekhyun who was crying out of pure guilt and heartbreak; Kris who was staring blankly, body slack, and mouth wide open due to shock; Mrs. Byun who was silently weeping; and Mr. Byun who was so angry, he was red to the roots. “I asked you a question and I expect to receive an answer. IMMEDIATELY!”
“Dad… I-I’ m sorry.” Baekhyun whimpered out.
These past few weeks, Baekhyun had been emotionally stressed. It was as if his moods and feelings decided to take one heck of a rollercoaster ride. Also, seeing Chanyeol and Joogi being all sweet and cuddly in public during school hours surely isn’t helping his mental stability as well. Not to mention that the dizziness, nausea and vomiting he experiences every morning is causing his innards to flip. More so, he’s been very much of a picky eater, only wanting to eat seedless oranges and ripe mangoes. It was only when he suddenly collapsed and fainted that everything made sense. What he thought as fatigue due to stress turned out to be something more serious. And honestly, Baekhyun doesn’t know what to say, feel, or do. But one thing is for sure: he is pregnant.
“Baekhyun!” Mr. Byun called out once again, causing the said boy to flinch. “Don’t make me repeat myself. This is the last time I’ll ask you, who is he? What’s his name? Now!”
“P-Park. Park Chanyeol.”
*****
Baekhyun had always known his father was rash and scary when he's angry. But he didn't foresee his dad marching into the school campus that very same day, heading straight to the head master's office, in search of a particular varsity jock. When the said basketball captain arrived, both the principal and Baekhyun can only do so much to hold his father back from hitting the daylights out of the punk, he was absolutely seething. Seeing as the older man was adamant on beating him up, Chanyeol glanced at the other people inside the room, easily taking notice of the principal and a rather familiar-looking guy. When their eyes met, Baekhyun can only avert his gaze in shame.
With Mr. Byun's request, Mr. and Mrs. Park were summoned immediately. A mixture of confusion and disappointment can be seen in both their faces, eager to know what caused all the commotion. Upon revealing the truth, a bigger commotion erupted. Loud simultaneous shouts of "WHAT?!!" was the first reaction the Byuns had earned from the four other people inside the office. Silence ensued after.
“That’s impossible!” Chanyeol suddenly burst out, eyes burning with conviction. “How are you even so sure that it’s mine?” He questioned mockingly as he gave Baekhyun a judging glance, giving a scoff afterwards. “For all we know, it might be someone else’s. Besides, how do we know he hasn’t been sleeping arou-” The taller wasn’t able to finish his sentence as a hard punch landed against his jaw, causing him to stumble backwards and fall.
“You fucking piece of shit!” Mr. Byun roared as he held the other by the collar. “How dare you accuse my son of being an indecent slut?” He striked once again with barely contained anger. It was when Chanyeol received the third blow that Mr. Park intervened, pulling them apart and placing himself between them while Mrs. Park can only do so much as gape at the unfolding scene.
“I’m terribly sorry for my son’s attitude.” Mr. Park bowed in apology, catching Mr. Byun off-guard. As he started to rise, he said the words which caused Chanyeol’s world to tilt off its axis. “Rest assured that we will do what is right and what is necessary. Thus, my son will take full responsibility for your own.”
“B-But dad!” The varsity started but received a glare from the older which meant there was nothing left to argue. So he turned to his mom, hoping the latter would save him however the woman just gave him a pitiful look in return. “I propose a marriage, for unification.”
Wait. WHAT?!! Both Chanyeol and Baekhyun were taken aback. “But… Dad, I don’t think that’s necessary though. I mean-” Baekhyun tried to reason out, afraid of the jock since he seems to be emitting a dark aura.
“No ‘but’s, Baekhyun.” His father said with finality, enough to make him shut up. He turned to Mr. Park and nodded approvingly. “I believe that would be the best resolution we can come up with.”
“Dad! I can’t marry him! He said it himself; he doesn’t want to marry me as well. Besides, I already have a girlfriend.” That, Baekhyun knows. But it doesn’t mean that it hurts less to hear it from Chanyeol himself. He doesn’t want to marry Baekhyun because of his girlfriend.
“No, son. It’s time you grow up and learn the ways of life. You should man up and take responsibility for whatever choices you make and its consequences. You shall marry Baekhyun and that’s final.”
*****
Things went smoothly for the adults after that. Plans and arrangements were set. But with Mrs. Byun and Mrs. Park’s intervention, an engagement was set instead. Their sentiments of having their precious babies finish high school first became a condition that was unavoidable for the elder males. And so, it was decided. Chanyeol shall marry Baekhyun after their high school graduation.
*****
To get them used to the circumstances ahead, the idea of living together came up. At first, Baekhyun and Chanyeol tried to argue about it however their parents had already set up everything. Their shared apartment was spacious enough for the both of them; yet it only had a living room, kitchen, dining room, bathroom, and one bedroom.
“I want to set things clear.” Chanyeol said, breaking the awkward silence that filled the air once their parents had left. They had just finished moving in. “Just because my parents had managed to force me into living with you doesn’t mean that I agree on marrying you.”
A few seconds passed, seconds Baekhyhun desperately needed to calm his weeping heart. “I understand.” He had spoken so softly that the varsity almost didn’t catch it. Chanyeol was just looking at him. What he was thinking of, Baekhyun didn’t know. But having the varsity stare at him like that is enough to make him flustered.
“I’ll only be doing this because of my parents… and for the baby.” Oh. Baekhyun looked up at that. Seems as though the other can’t face him, he’s looking everywhere except at the smaller. And Baekhyun’s not sure, but there seems to be a hint of guilt in his eyes. Well, maybe he’s not a jerk after all. Baekhyun smiled to himself. It quickly vanished though when the taller met his gaze, “But I’m still not breaking up with Joogi.” Then again, maybe he is.
*****
Days and weeks passed. Their routine was the same as always. Every morning, Baekhyun (despite being pregnant) would prepare breakfast. Chanyeol would often just take a few bites and scurry off to school, leaving Baekhyun behind to clean up and prepare their lunch boxes. Nobody knew of their current predicament except for Chanyeol’s best friends Kyungsoo and his boyfriend Kai. Well, nobody can really keep a secret from Kyungsoo. He’ll literally squeeze the truth out of you!
When Chanyeol came home that day, Kyungsoo and Kai in tow, Baekhyun was quite shocked. He tried to hide but when his fiancé begrudgingly said “They already know.” It caught him off-guard especially since it was the taller who kept on insisting that they would keep everything as a secret. He can only widen his eyes when the short boy with the eyes of an owl squeezed him in a very tight hug.
And so, their friendship started from there. Kyungsoo may be an ass and a control-freak often, but he also had this caring motherly persona. At times when he needed Chanyeol and the taller couldn’t be there, he can always rely on Kyungsoo to assist him and take care of him. Of course, no matter where Kyungsoo goes, his love-struck boyfriend Kai would always tag along which was why he became pretty close to the couple. It was nice to know that Chanyeol had friends like them and that they’re more than willing to become his friend as well. If only Chanyeol wasn’t that cold to him still...
*****
Baekhyun is excited. He already has a little baby bump and he’s now four months pregnant. Soon, he will be able to know the gender of the baby as well. He and Chanyeol came up with the agreement that they would go to the doctor this coming Sunday to check on the baby’s well-being and its gender which is why the small male cannot hold in his excitement. He’s thankful that Chanyeol will be there for him this time.
There had been a lot of times that the latter had ditched him, mostly family gatherings, which left Baekhyun no other option than to cover up for him. Knowing that the jock prioritizes his girlfriend more than spending time with their families hurts him to the core. But then again, there’s nothing he can do. Chanyeol was only forced in this engagement; it was the truth that can never be altered.
Despite being pregnant, Baekhyun still went to school since graduation was only a few months away. Nobody seems to have noticed anything peculiar though, much to their relief. It was currently lunch time and he’s on his way to give the jock his packed meal when he saw something that made his blood boil. There, at the top of the staircase, was Chanyeol’s “girlfriend” Joogi who was kissing another guy that was NOT Chanyeol.
Upon sensing company, the couple pulled apart and the guy hurriedly left. Turning to the smaller male, Joogi let out a smirk. “Oh. Look who we have here. If it isn’t my boyfriend’s bitch.” Now that hurt. “Are you here to deliver our lunch? Why, thank you.” She sarcastically added.
Normally, Baekhyun wouldn’t even utter a word as she continued to mock him. But with what he saw, he just can’t contain the rage he feels. “Says my fiancé’s whore. Does Chanyeol know about you hooking up with other dicks behind his back?” He spoke with venom.
“At least I don’t have to chase after committed men. I’ve always known about you drooling over my boyfriend. Your fiancé, you say? Ha! Who are you joking? We both know Chanyeol’s against it. He was mine first, and he still is. You’ll never take him away from me, even with that bastard child of yours.” Joogi smugly countered. But she didn’t expect to receive a hard slap in return. She can only look at the fuming Baekhyun in shock for a while. But when she got over it and processed what happened, the fight started.
*****
Chanyeol is getting worried. Baekhyun’s already supposed to be here. Though he may act cold towards the latter, he couldn’t deny that these past few months of living with him triggered a change. Baekhyun was adorable and caring the more he got to know him. He has developed feelings for the pregnant male. It set him off at first which was why he made it a point to spend more time with Joogi. However, it’s still the same. His affection for his fiancé was growing every single day. To the point where he feels his knees weaken and turn to jelly whenever he sees Baekhyun’s sweet smile. His friends know of this change in him and they can only pray that he will soon succumb to the newfound feelings.
Tired of nervously waiting, he decided to seek out his fiancé instead. As he trudged along the corridor, he noticed a commotion at the far end near the staircase. He stepped closer and was surprised to see Joogi and Baekhyun having a catfight. Knowing that the male’s state is fragile, he called out to his girlfriend and approached them quickly. He only meant to break them apart but with their struggling, he accidentally pushed Baekhyun in the process. It happened so fast that in the blink of an eye, Baekhyun was sent tumbling down the stairs. It was a horrific sight. It made Chanyeol’s blood run cold. Baekhyun was lying down on the floor with splattered food all over him, bloodied and unconscious.
“BAEKHYUUUN!!!”
*****
Baekhyun was rushed to the hospital and was unconscious for a few days. Both the Byuns and the Parks were devastated with the tragedy that happened. The baby is gone. Baekhyun had a miscarriage. And honestly, Chanyeol doesn’t know how to break the news to his fiancé when he wakes up. He can only cry his heart out, regret and guilt taking over his mind. He doesn’t leave Baekhyun’s side even for a minute. Continuous cries of apologies coming out of his mouth as he held the fragile boy in his arms.
When Baekhyun woke up and found out about the baby, he broke down. Chanyeol can feel his heart breaking at the sight. The smaller was starting to lose himself; even thrashing on the bed, throwing things, cursing out profanities and glaring at everyone for letting his baby die. The doctors were left with no choice other than to sedate him. And as he slowly slips into unconsciousness, his eyes lock with Chanyeol’s own. He can see the anger, blame, sadness, disappointment, and diminishing love. It hurts because no matter how much he tries to deny it, he has surely fallen for his adorable little husband-to-be.
The next time Baekhyun woke up, he was still crying but a lot calmer than the first time. Chanyeol was not there because their parents forced him to go back to school, though the ace player doesn’t really want to. Though their parents tried to coax him into speaking or eating, Baekhyun kept to himself. He was thinking about everything that happened. More so, negative thoughts filled his mind. He decides that he needs to plan; for himself, for his future.
Chanyeol didn’t want him. Chanyeol loves Joogi, not Baekhyun. Chanyeol was only forced to marry him. Chanyeol wanted to be free. Chanyeol didn’t want their baby. Chanyeol wanted their child gone. Baekhyun only wanted to protect Chanyeol that day but what did Chanyeol do? Chanyeol pushed him down the stairs which caused him to lose the baby. That’s right, Chanyeol killed his baby. Now there’s nothing else tying Chanyeol down with him. Chanyeol must be very happy now because Chanyeol can be free now. Chanyeol wanted to be free and free he will be because now, Baekhyun wants to end this entire joke with a separation.
Baekhyun gathered all his courage and told their parents about his decision. Though the adults were saddened about this, they had no other choice than to agree. Thus, the engagement is over. Baekhyun was soon discharged while Chanyeol was still in school and he stayed at his parents’ house to recuperate.
*****
Chanyeol was distraught. Two days have passed and he still hasn’t seen Baekhyun. Is he alright? Is he eating well? Is he still crying? Does he still think of me? Does he still love me? He desperately wants to ask however, it’s impossible for now. His parents still won’t allow him to visit the smaller. So, he tries to go on with his usual routine.
He was on his way to the gym, with Joogi stuck to his side and blabbering about things Chanyeol couldn’t even give two shits about, when a hand suddenly pulled him back and a punch was thrown to his face. He was about to fight back when he recognized the person who punched him. It was the previous basketball captain. More importantly, he was Baekhyun’s brother. Kris.
“So it was true? You’re still in a relationship with that girlfriend of yours. You had the audacity of having an affair despite my brother knowing all about it. Have you no shame?!!” Kris spat out, veins on his neck showing due to so much anger. “Did you even know how much that had hurt him? He loves you so much! I know because, even way before all this, he only keeps on talking about you, looking at you. My brother loves you so much that he accepted and owned up to all your faults, to the point of taking the blame for all your mistakes and wrongdoings. What for? Just for the sake of being with you and staying by your side!” Chanyeol could only bow his head in shame. Joogi frozen in place by the icy glare he received from Kris.
Silence ensued for a few minutes. Kris let out a scoff, eyes soft and glossy. “We thought you’d be the man suitable for him. But now…” He shook his head, and then he is back to his cold persona. “It’s pretty clear. You’re not worthy of my brother.” With that he turned and walked away.
It took a while for Chanyeol to get himself together. But the tears streaming down his face won’t stop. So he looked up and saw the clouds start to roll in, just like the sadness creeping unto his heart. Joogi had to literally shake him out of his thoughts for them to get a move on.
The next day, he was pulled aside and cornered by the KaiSoo duo, as he liked to call them. What he expected as a pep talk turned out to be another confrontation since the couple was fond of his fiancé. And the harsh slap from Kyungsoo was definitely unexpected.
“I hope you know that I’m very disappointed in you, Park Chanyeol. Baekhyun is very sweet, caring, and loveable. You also said it yourself, he’s very adorable. So, I’m really shocked. Why?” Kyungsoo was in tears now with Kai holding him from behind, trying to calm him down. Guess rumors just really spread so fast. “I mean how could you? You looked like a perfect couple. He was the perfect match, the most suitable one for you. But you just wasted everything for a bitch that has been cheating on you this whole time.”
That caught his attention. He stared at his friend as if Kyungsoo just grew a new head. The wide-eyed boy, sensing his confusion let out a scoff and a bitter laugh. “So you didn’t know? How ironic.” Taking a deep breath, Kyungsoo gave him a bored look and told the words he least expected. “Yes. Joogi is in a relationship with Namjoon ever since you “broke up” with her. So simply put, you lost the best person for you just for an unfaithful, lying, cheating scum.”
*****
Chanyeol was outraged. He needed to confirm everything he just heard. He hastily searched for Joogi, wanting to get the truth out of her. But apparently, there’s no need to force her to talk about it because Chanyeol can see his “girlfriend” making out with this Namjoon guy. With everything that happened, Chanyeol saw red. He immediately yanked the guy backwards and punched him. He didn’t relent and kept on punching. Joogi shrieked and interfered. She admitted everything, saying it was payback because Chanyeol wanted to leave her for some fag like Baekhyun.
With those words, Chanyeol had finally made his decision. It was time to make things right. “We’re finished. Oh, and by the way, I’m really glad I’ll be marrying Baekhyun and not a filthy slut like you.”
*****
Not caring even if he still has classes, Chanyeol rushed outside campus and made his way home to their shared apartment. He needed to find Baekhyun. He needed to talk to Baekhyun. He needs to be with Baekhyun. He needs Baekhyun. With replenished strength and determination, he entered their apartment for a change of clothes but was surprised to see the one person he has been missing all the while: Baekhyun.
Overwhelmed, he immediately gathered the latter in his arms. He sobbed out of relief and kept chanting the smaller’s name. When he felt him stiffen, he slightly pulled away and took notice of his surroundings. There were clothes and suitcases lying about. “What-Why?”
“It’s over. Our engagement is over. I-I’m now setting you free, just like you wanted Chanyeol.” That was when Chanyeol realized that Baekhyun really wanted out of his life. To know that he has hurt the latter so much to the extent that Baekhyun wants to give up on them, Chanyeol can’t blame himself enough. But he won’t give up; he will not let go of Baekhyun. Not now, not ever.
He sank unto his knees and grabbed hold of Baekhyun’s hand. With tears streaming down his face, he does the only way he can reach Baekhyun now: he pours his heart out.
“Baek, I’m sorry. I’m really, really sorry. I know my words can never compare to the pain I’ve caused you. I didn’t mean for you to suffer. I was selfish. I was rude. I was a complete jerk. But being with you, it has changed me. You have changed me. Your little smiles, your affection, your sincerity, your pureness of heart and soul. It shot right through my heart and broke down my defenses. It made me realize how lucky I am to have you. Our baby, our baby was a gift from the heavens. But I was so foolish that heaven smite me and we lost him. I’m sorry. It was my fault, but I swear I didn’t mean to push you. We both lost our child. And I know I can’t bear to lose you too. I’d die without you, Baek.”
There were tears streaming down Baekhyun’s face and when he spoke it was soft yet cold. “You don’t need me. You have Joogi.” Chanyeol didn’t want to hear the self-pity and loathing in the other’s voice so he stood up and cupped the smaller cheeks, making insecure eyes meet his own.
“No. That’s where you’re wrong. I need you, Byun Baekhyun. I go crazy every moment that I’m not with you. And to tell you the truth, I broke up with Joogi. I was so stupid not to know that she was already cheating on me. And she told me the truth, Baek; the truth about that day. And I still can’t forgive myself for what happened. But I want you to know that I was already over her a few months back. But I wanted to be sure about my feelings so I’m sorry it took a while.”
He quickly swooped down and claimed the other’s lips in a soft kiss. “I love you, Baekhyun. Believe me when I say that I have come to love you more than anyone else in this whole world. So please don’t expect me to let you slip away from my fingers now that I’m so overwhelmed by my feelings for you. So please, I beg you. Please don’t leave me. Please don’t give up on us now. I promise to be a better person. I promise to make up to all of my wrongdoings. I promise to love you better.” Chanyeol can only hope that he is able to reach Baekhyun now. He knows that his thoughts are messy and all over the place but he couldn’t put his feelings out in better words when the person he loves is staring at him with hopeful eyes mirroring his own. The spark of hope in his heart is now a burning flame as he feels his whole being come alive. “Please, let’s take a chance and I promise we’ll make this work.”
“Yes.”
Recipient: jmsavella
Title: Take A Chance, We'll Make This Work
Word Counts: 6,260 words
Side Pairing(s): Kai/Kyungsoo, Kris
Rating: NC-17
Warning(s):Under-aged Sex, Male Pregnancy, and Miscarriage
Disclaimer:The celebrities' names/images are merely borrowed and do not represent who the celebrities are in real life. No offense is intended towards them, their families or friends. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. No money is being made from this fictional work. No copyright infringement is intended.
Summary: Nobody really expected this to happen.
Author's Note: First of all, thank you to everyone for creating, joining, and supporting BAE! This is my first fic exchange ever and it was one HELL of a ride. Haha. To my recipient, thank you for all your wonderful prompts. I can only hope I gave it justice. OTL I got busy and lost motivation along the way so I understand you may feel that the story is a bit off, since it was really rushed and several scenes were omitted. But I hope you will still enjoy it. Spread the love for CHANBAEK!
Loud shouts and cheers fill the room as people gathered around a group of drunken couples doing body shots. It was supposedly a victory party for the basketball team for winning in a tournament. But as he observed his surroundings, Baekhyun couldn’t help but wince. Everyone was fucking wasted! He may have had a few shots himself and is a bit tipsy but at least he wasn’t grinding against strangers in the dark like other people. Some of them even started making out. He sighed and gently shook his head. Guess it’s time to go home.
To be honest, he didn’t even want to be stuck here at this wild party in the first place. He was just tagged along by his brother Kris. Oh. Speaking of which… He fixed his thick-rimmed glasses and scanned the room. Kris wasn’t there. He took out his phone to call his brother and ask him of his whereabouts but then the screen won’t light up, nor would it power on. Simply, his phone’s dead. Slightly annoyed, he quickly stood up and left the living room in search for his brother.
The scene on the other parts of the house wasn’t any different; however Baekhyun chose to ignore it. He checked the kitchen; nope, no Kris there. The restrooms where fully occupied as well but, to his luck, there were no Kris there as well. He went and checked the rooms upstairs. Aside from stumbling upon drunken couples trying to do (or in some cases were already DOING) the deed, there was no sign of his tall brother at all! He couldn’t have left him, right?
Damn his brother’s “connections”! He was already a freshman in University but his previous teammates still invite him to a gathering every once in a while. And whenever that happens, he always tags Baekhyun along though the latter declines. It just so happened that Kris was really persuasive this time around. Baekhyun let out a low groan. Ugh, seriously! He was drunk. He was tired. But most of all, he just wanted to go home and sleep this off.
While passing through the hallway, he caught glimpse of a tall figure going to the backyard. Stepping closer to the window, he tried to make out who the figure was but failed. So he trudged down the stairs and through the backdoor, hoping it was his brother. As he came closer, he can easily notice that the stranger is indeed tall but then again he has a different build. Hesitantly though, he still approached the man and tugged at his arm.
When the man turned towards him, Baekhyun was rendered speechless. His mouth suddenly became dry and his heart started thumping so hard, it feels like it will jump out of his chest. Words left him and he blinked a few times just to make sure this wasn’t some kind of intoxicated dream. For in front of him stood the object of his affections ever since he was a freshman.
He remembers going to the basketball team’s practice every day after classes. At first it was to support Kris while he waited for him so the both of them could go home together. But then one day, he took notice of a tall, lanky dude (who turned out to be obnoxiously loud) when the latter decided to go up against Kris for a practice game. The said boy didn’t disappoint, which was why Baekhyun took interest in him. He later found out that the boy was in the same year as him and is quite popular already, given his cheerful and outgoing personality. And though everyone knows of the latter’s promiscuous ways, it didn’t stop Baekhyun from falling deeper and for his interest to turn into a liking then unto something much more serious and overwhelming. Safe to say, Baekhyun had fallen deeply in love with the current basketball team’s captain and ace player Park Chanyeol.
He always knew that the varsity player was handsome. But seeing him this close proved Baekhyun wrong. The guy was gorgeous as hell! Realizing that it was rude of him to just stare so openly at the guy (with his mouth slightly agape for more than a few minutes now), Baekhyun quickly shut his mouth and averted his gaze unto his sneakers. He can feel the heat creeping unto his neck and cheeks so he took an awkward moment to calm down. He dared not look into the other’s dark orbs when he raised his head once again.
“H-Hey! I-uh… I’m sorry. I thought you were someone else.” He quickly stammered out. With that, Chanyeol just nodded in response. Not wanting to embarrass himself in front of the man any further, Baekhyun turned around and started to walk away. Then he remembered the game from earlier this afternoon. He took a deep breath and faced the other once again. “Congratulations, by the way.”
Chanyeol seemed surprised at that, not really expecting the smaller was still there. Then he flashed him a smile and muttered “Thanks.” Though Baekhyun was overjoyed that the taller had finally talked to him, he didn’t fail to notice that something was a bit off. Chanyeol’s smile seemed a bit forced and it didn’t quite reach his eyes. Aside from that, his eyes and his voice seemed sad. Why was he sad? Baekhyun couldn’t comprehend. It was rare to see him like this, and the smaller didn’t like it at all. He wanted to see him smile, to see him happy. So instead of walking away, he gathered all his courage and decided to stay even for a bit. Besides, it’s not like every day he gets a chance to talk to the other.
“You were really good.” Baekhyun quipped. When the taller just stared at him, he couldn’t help but feel a bit awkward. “It was a great game.” Silence ensued, causing the smaller to drop his gaze once again. Then a soft chuckle was heard. He raised his head and stared at the other. There was clear amusement in his eyes. “You’re cute!” Chanyeol cooed. The result was immediate. Baekhyun blushed to the tip of his ears. Hearing such compliment from the person you love is like a sudden energy surge for your heart.
“Stay?” It was softly spoken that if they were inside, Baekhyun probably wouldn’t have heard it. But then again, he did. “Huh?” He asked, facing the other. He wanted to make sure he heard it right. So when Chanyeol looked at him as well and muttered “Would you stay for a while?”, Baekhyun was dumbfounded.
“Me? Stay? But-Wouldn’t I disturb you or -”
“No.” The taller cut him off, sitting down under the large tree. “Not really. Besides, I really don’t have company right now.” He looked really sad and hurt. And then, he added “It gets kinda lonely.”
Everything clicked. Chanyeol requested for his company. Who was Baekhyun to deny him of such? “Oh. Okay.” He sat down next to the varsity player and the latter gave him a can of beer which he accepted. They shared a comfortable silence. Stealing a quick glance at the other, Baekhyun noticed that he was looking up at the sky. Unconsciously, he started to look at the night-time sky as well. Though it was bright here in the city, you can still see a few stars that were shining brightly.
“Do you ever wonder how your life would be in the future?” Chanyeol asked, breaking the silence. To that, Baekhyun just nods his head. Their conversation started off like that. Talks about the future, dreams, and plans were exchanged. They’d crack a few jokes every once in a while, laughing and giving toasts to random dumb stuff. Safe to say, they got comfortable with each other’s presence.
Baekhyun couldn’t even remember how it happened. One moment, they were laughing. Then he saw Chanyeol looking at him endearingly, time seemed to have stopped. Then that handsome face just started leaning in, which caused his heart to beat erratically. The next thing he knows, he felt warm, soft lips against his own and Baekhyun figured he was in heaven. Well, it felt like it… because Chanyeol was kissing him. Yes, it wasn’t just a dream either. The Park Chanyeol is kissing Byun Baekhyun. And the smaller loves every moment of it.
He surrendered under the kiss when he felt long arms wrap around him. He succumbed to the desire and kissed back. His response may have caused the taller to continue and soon, he found himself being laid down unto the grass and felt bold hand caressing his body. He involuntarily arched his back when cold fingers sneaked their way inside his shirt and touched his bare skin. He may have also let out a moan since the varsity stopped his ministrations and pulled away.
Baekhyun was scared. He thought maybe Chanyeol was disgusted at him, but he was proven wrong when he looked up and saw pure lust reflected unto those brown orbs. His breath hitched and he was dazed, immediately agreeing when Chanyeol said “Let’s go someplace else.”
Somehow, they managed to get to Baekhyun’s room. His parents were out and Kris was still nowhere to be seen. Never in his life did Baekhyun think he’d be bold enough to do this here. But then again, when you’re drunk and got caught up between a series of mind-blowing kisses and taunting touches, you will most likely lose all your inhibitions as well. In a tangle of limbs, Chanyeol presses him down unto the mattress. Driving the smaller crazy with every nip, suck, and touch while undressing both of them. Chanyeol was well-built and muscular that Baekhyun can’t help but feel small. Though he also can’t help but blush when he saw the intense gaze the varsity is giving him.
Chanyeol’s touches were fiery yet with utmost care, as if he was worshipping Baekhyun’s body. He made sure to give him the best pleasure, making the smaller arch beautifully as he prepared him. “Chanyeol. Chanyeol.” He looked up and was amazed with how beautiful Baekhyun was. White blemish-free skin covered in sweat, eyes half-lidded, and mouth parted as he continuously moaned out the taller’s name erotically. It gave him a huge sense of pride knowing that he would soon claim this beautiful creature and surely he wouldn’t disappoint.
“Chanyeol, I want you. Please… I need you. Take me.” That broke all of the star player’s restraints. He let out an animalistic growl as he entered the smaller. Fuck, he was so tight. The way Baekhyun had wrapped and clenched around his cock was pure bliss. When he sensed that the other had finally adjusted, he let his needs take over. Loud grunts and skin slapping skin can be heard as Chanyeol kept pounding unto Baekhyun, making him moan and cry louder each time.
For Baekhyun, it was a bit painful but he didn’t mind because the pleasure took over soon enough and besides, it was Chanyeol whom he was sharing his first time with, it was Chanyeol to whom he surrendered his all. As if in a trance, he cupped Chanyeol’s cheek and looked straight into his eyes. His heart feels like it will burst with all the overwhelming emotions he is feeling right now. When Chanyeol swooped down and claimed his lips, his heart soared with the hopes that the jock can learn to love him too. And as both had reached their peak, Baekhyun had let out what his whole being had been screaming for the past two years. “I love you, Chanyeol.” Soon, they were engulfed by darkness.
*****
When Chanyeol woke up, it was to a beautiful face. He stared in awe for some time but then shock and confusion took over as reality slowly crept up to him. Who was this stranger? He sat up and felt dizzy for a while. Oh God! He really drank quite a lot last night, didn’t he? Glancing around, he took in his surroundings and it surely wasn’t his room. Where is he? His head started to throb as quick flashes of last night’s events appeared in his brain. He remembers wanting to be totally drunk and wasted last night because Joogi broke up with him. He was hurt and lonely. Then suddenly, this beautiful stranger came and accompanied him. He remembers making the first move, jumping inside a cab, and stumbling along someone else’s home while their lips where molded together. He then remembers the kisses, the touches, the heat-Oh shit! Glancing down, he took notice that he was naked with the sheets covering his lower body but he can tell he’s wearing nothing underneath. Not to mention that by just thinking of last night’s activities makes him feel aroused. Then he remembers a soft voice saying “I love you, Chanyeol.” Fuck! This wasn’t supposed to happen. He rapidly shook his head, wanting everything to be a bitter-sweet dream. But alas! Things don’t always go the way we planned it. So he did the best thing he could do. He hastily grabbed his things and left.
*****
Later that morning, heart-wrenching sobs and wails can be heard from inside the room; but not because of physical pain. Because, for Baekhyun, the pain in his lower regions can never compare to the pain he felt to waking up alone in a cold and empty bed.
To make matters worse, hearing the viral news of Park Chanyeol and Shin Joogi getting back together again in school doesn’t lessen the hurt. More so, seeing the newly-reconciled couple making out in front of his very own eyes had made his heart shatter, leaving Baekhyun to hastily scamper away feeling used.
*****
Two Months Later…
“Don’t make me lose my temper, Byun Baekhyun!” Mr. Byun’s voice roared throughout the relatively quiet household. No one dared speak. Gathered around the dining table was the Byun family: Baekhyun who was crying out of pure guilt and heartbreak; Kris who was staring blankly, body slack, and mouth wide open due to shock; Mrs. Byun who was silently weeping; and Mr. Byun who was so angry, he was red to the roots. “I asked you a question and I expect to receive an answer. IMMEDIATELY!”
“Dad… I-I’ m sorry.” Baekhyun whimpered out.
These past few weeks, Baekhyun had been emotionally stressed. It was as if his moods and feelings decided to take one heck of a rollercoaster ride. Also, seeing Chanyeol and Joogi being all sweet and cuddly in public during school hours surely isn’t helping his mental stability as well. Not to mention that the dizziness, nausea and vomiting he experiences every morning is causing his innards to flip. More so, he’s been very much of a picky eater, only wanting to eat seedless oranges and ripe mangoes. It was only when he suddenly collapsed and fainted that everything made sense. What he thought as fatigue due to stress turned out to be something more serious. And honestly, Baekhyun doesn’t know what to say, feel, or do. But one thing is for sure: he is pregnant.
“Baekhyun!” Mr. Byun called out once again, causing the said boy to flinch. “Don’t make me repeat myself. This is the last time I’ll ask you, who is he? What’s his name? Now!”
“P-Park. Park Chanyeol.”
*****
Baekhyun had always known his father was rash and scary when he's angry. But he didn't foresee his dad marching into the school campus that very same day, heading straight to the head master's office, in search of a particular varsity jock. When the said basketball captain arrived, both the principal and Baekhyun can only do so much to hold his father back from hitting the daylights out of the punk, he was absolutely seething. Seeing as the older man was adamant on beating him up, Chanyeol glanced at the other people inside the room, easily taking notice of the principal and a rather familiar-looking guy. When their eyes met, Baekhyun can only avert his gaze in shame.
With Mr. Byun's request, Mr. and Mrs. Park were summoned immediately. A mixture of confusion and disappointment can be seen in both their faces, eager to know what caused all the commotion. Upon revealing the truth, a bigger commotion erupted. Loud simultaneous shouts of "WHAT?!!" was the first reaction the Byuns had earned from the four other people inside the office. Silence ensued after.
“That’s impossible!” Chanyeol suddenly burst out, eyes burning with conviction. “How are you even so sure that it’s mine?” He questioned mockingly as he gave Baekhyun a judging glance, giving a scoff afterwards. “For all we know, it might be someone else’s. Besides, how do we know he hasn’t been sleeping arou-” The taller wasn’t able to finish his sentence as a hard punch landed against his jaw, causing him to stumble backwards and fall.
“You fucking piece of shit!” Mr. Byun roared as he held the other by the collar. “How dare you accuse my son of being an indecent slut?” He striked once again with barely contained anger. It was when Chanyeol received the third blow that Mr. Park intervened, pulling them apart and placing himself between them while Mrs. Park can only do so much as gape at the unfolding scene.
“I’m terribly sorry for my son’s attitude.” Mr. Park bowed in apology, catching Mr. Byun off-guard. As he started to rise, he said the words which caused Chanyeol’s world to tilt off its axis. “Rest assured that we will do what is right and what is necessary. Thus, my son will take full responsibility for your own.”
“B-But dad!” The varsity started but received a glare from the older which meant there was nothing left to argue. So he turned to his mom, hoping the latter would save him however the woman just gave him a pitiful look in return. “I propose a marriage, for unification.”
Wait. WHAT?!! Both Chanyeol and Baekhyun were taken aback. “But… Dad, I don’t think that’s necessary though. I mean-” Baekhyun tried to reason out, afraid of the jock since he seems to be emitting a dark aura.
“No ‘but’s, Baekhyun.” His father said with finality, enough to make him shut up. He turned to Mr. Park and nodded approvingly. “I believe that would be the best resolution we can come up with.”
“Dad! I can’t marry him! He said it himself; he doesn’t want to marry me as well. Besides, I already have a girlfriend.” That, Baekhyun knows. But it doesn’t mean that it hurts less to hear it from Chanyeol himself. He doesn’t want to marry Baekhyun because of his girlfriend.
“No, son. It’s time you grow up and learn the ways of life. You should man up and take responsibility for whatever choices you make and its consequences. You shall marry Baekhyun and that’s final.”
*****
Things went smoothly for the adults after that. Plans and arrangements were set. But with Mrs. Byun and Mrs. Park’s intervention, an engagement was set instead. Their sentiments of having their precious babies finish high school first became a condition that was unavoidable for the elder males. And so, it was decided. Chanyeol shall marry Baekhyun after their high school graduation.
*****
To get them used to the circumstances ahead, the idea of living together came up. At first, Baekhyun and Chanyeol tried to argue about it however their parents had already set up everything. Their shared apartment was spacious enough for the both of them; yet it only had a living room, kitchen, dining room, bathroom, and one bedroom.
“I want to set things clear.” Chanyeol said, breaking the awkward silence that filled the air once their parents had left. They had just finished moving in. “Just because my parents had managed to force me into living with you doesn’t mean that I agree on marrying you.”
A few seconds passed, seconds Baekhyhun desperately needed to calm his weeping heart. “I understand.” He had spoken so softly that the varsity almost didn’t catch it. Chanyeol was just looking at him. What he was thinking of, Baekhyun didn’t know. But having the varsity stare at him like that is enough to make him flustered.
“I’ll only be doing this because of my parents… and for the baby.” Oh. Baekhyun looked up at that. Seems as though the other can’t face him, he’s looking everywhere except at the smaller. And Baekhyun’s not sure, but there seems to be a hint of guilt in his eyes. Well, maybe he’s not a jerk after all. Baekhyun smiled to himself. It quickly vanished though when the taller met his gaze, “But I’m still not breaking up with Joogi.” Then again, maybe he is.
*****
Days and weeks passed. Their routine was the same as always. Every morning, Baekhyun (despite being pregnant) would prepare breakfast. Chanyeol would often just take a few bites and scurry off to school, leaving Baekhyun behind to clean up and prepare their lunch boxes. Nobody knew of their current predicament except for Chanyeol’s best friends Kyungsoo and his boyfriend Kai. Well, nobody can really keep a secret from Kyungsoo. He’ll literally squeeze the truth out of you!
When Chanyeol came home that day, Kyungsoo and Kai in tow, Baekhyun was quite shocked. He tried to hide but when his fiancé begrudgingly said “They already know.” It caught him off-guard especially since it was the taller who kept on insisting that they would keep everything as a secret. He can only widen his eyes when the short boy with the eyes of an owl squeezed him in a very tight hug.
And so, their friendship started from there. Kyungsoo may be an ass and a control-freak often, but he also had this caring motherly persona. At times when he needed Chanyeol and the taller couldn’t be there, he can always rely on Kyungsoo to assist him and take care of him. Of course, no matter where Kyungsoo goes, his love-struck boyfriend Kai would always tag along which was why he became pretty close to the couple. It was nice to know that Chanyeol had friends like them and that they’re more than willing to become his friend as well. If only Chanyeol wasn’t that cold to him still...
*****
Baekhyun is excited. He already has a little baby bump and he’s now four months pregnant. Soon, he will be able to know the gender of the baby as well. He and Chanyeol came up with the agreement that they would go to the doctor this coming Sunday to check on the baby’s well-being and its gender which is why the small male cannot hold in his excitement. He’s thankful that Chanyeol will be there for him this time.
There had been a lot of times that the latter had ditched him, mostly family gatherings, which left Baekhyun no other option than to cover up for him. Knowing that the jock prioritizes his girlfriend more than spending time with their families hurts him to the core. But then again, there’s nothing he can do. Chanyeol was only forced in this engagement; it was the truth that can never be altered.
Despite being pregnant, Baekhyun still went to school since graduation was only a few months away. Nobody seems to have noticed anything peculiar though, much to their relief. It was currently lunch time and he’s on his way to give the jock his packed meal when he saw something that made his blood boil. There, at the top of the staircase, was Chanyeol’s “girlfriend” Joogi who was kissing another guy that was NOT Chanyeol.
Upon sensing company, the couple pulled apart and the guy hurriedly left. Turning to the smaller male, Joogi let out a smirk. “Oh. Look who we have here. If it isn’t my boyfriend’s bitch.” Now that hurt. “Are you here to deliver our lunch? Why, thank you.” She sarcastically added.
Normally, Baekhyun wouldn’t even utter a word as she continued to mock him. But with what he saw, he just can’t contain the rage he feels. “Says my fiancé’s whore. Does Chanyeol know about you hooking up with other dicks behind his back?” He spoke with venom.
“At least I don’t have to chase after committed men. I’ve always known about you drooling over my boyfriend. Your fiancé, you say? Ha! Who are you joking? We both know Chanyeol’s against it. He was mine first, and he still is. You’ll never take him away from me, even with that bastard child of yours.” Joogi smugly countered. But she didn’t expect to receive a hard slap in return. She can only look at the fuming Baekhyun in shock for a while. But when she got over it and processed what happened, the fight started.
*****
Chanyeol is getting worried. Baekhyun’s already supposed to be here. Though he may act cold towards the latter, he couldn’t deny that these past few months of living with him triggered a change. Baekhyun was adorable and caring the more he got to know him. He has developed feelings for the pregnant male. It set him off at first which was why he made it a point to spend more time with Joogi. However, it’s still the same. His affection for his fiancé was growing every single day. To the point where he feels his knees weaken and turn to jelly whenever he sees Baekhyun’s sweet smile. His friends know of this change in him and they can only pray that he will soon succumb to the newfound feelings.
Tired of nervously waiting, he decided to seek out his fiancé instead. As he trudged along the corridor, he noticed a commotion at the far end near the staircase. He stepped closer and was surprised to see Joogi and Baekhyun having a catfight. Knowing that the male’s state is fragile, he called out to his girlfriend and approached them quickly. He only meant to break them apart but with their struggling, he accidentally pushed Baekhyun in the process. It happened so fast that in the blink of an eye, Baekhyun was sent tumbling down the stairs. It was a horrific sight. It made Chanyeol’s blood run cold. Baekhyun was lying down on the floor with splattered food all over him, bloodied and unconscious.
“BAEKHYUUUN!!!”
*****
Baekhyun was rushed to the hospital and was unconscious for a few days. Both the Byuns and the Parks were devastated with the tragedy that happened. The baby is gone. Baekhyun had a miscarriage. And honestly, Chanyeol doesn’t know how to break the news to his fiancé when he wakes up. He can only cry his heart out, regret and guilt taking over his mind. He doesn’t leave Baekhyun’s side even for a minute. Continuous cries of apologies coming out of his mouth as he held the fragile boy in his arms.
When Baekhyun woke up and found out about the baby, he broke down. Chanyeol can feel his heart breaking at the sight. The smaller was starting to lose himself; even thrashing on the bed, throwing things, cursing out profanities and glaring at everyone for letting his baby die. The doctors were left with no choice other than to sedate him. And as he slowly slips into unconsciousness, his eyes lock with Chanyeol’s own. He can see the anger, blame, sadness, disappointment, and diminishing love. It hurts because no matter how much he tries to deny it, he has surely fallen for his adorable little husband-to-be.
The next time Baekhyun woke up, he was still crying but a lot calmer than the first time. Chanyeol was not there because their parents forced him to go back to school, though the ace player doesn’t really want to. Though their parents tried to coax him into speaking or eating, Baekhyun kept to himself. He was thinking about everything that happened. More so, negative thoughts filled his mind. He decides that he needs to plan; for himself, for his future.
Chanyeol didn’t want him. Chanyeol loves Joogi, not Baekhyun. Chanyeol was only forced to marry him. Chanyeol wanted to be free. Chanyeol didn’t want their baby. Chanyeol wanted their child gone. Baekhyun only wanted to protect Chanyeol that day but what did Chanyeol do? Chanyeol pushed him down the stairs which caused him to lose the baby. That’s right, Chanyeol killed his baby. Now there’s nothing else tying Chanyeol down with him. Chanyeol must be very happy now because Chanyeol can be free now. Chanyeol wanted to be free and free he will be because now, Baekhyun wants to end this entire joke with a separation.
Baekhyun gathered all his courage and told their parents about his decision. Though the adults were saddened about this, they had no other choice than to agree. Thus, the engagement is over. Baekhyun was soon discharged while Chanyeol was still in school and he stayed at his parents’ house to recuperate.
*****
Chanyeol was distraught. Two days have passed and he still hasn’t seen Baekhyun. Is he alright? Is he eating well? Is he still crying? Does he still think of me? Does he still love me? He desperately wants to ask however, it’s impossible for now. His parents still won’t allow him to visit the smaller. So, he tries to go on with his usual routine.
He was on his way to the gym, with Joogi stuck to his side and blabbering about things Chanyeol couldn’t even give two shits about, when a hand suddenly pulled him back and a punch was thrown to his face. He was about to fight back when he recognized the person who punched him. It was the previous basketball captain. More importantly, he was Baekhyun’s brother. Kris.
“So it was true? You’re still in a relationship with that girlfriend of yours. You had the audacity of having an affair despite my brother knowing all about it. Have you no shame?!!” Kris spat out, veins on his neck showing due to so much anger. “Did you even know how much that had hurt him? He loves you so much! I know because, even way before all this, he only keeps on talking about you, looking at you. My brother loves you so much that he accepted and owned up to all your faults, to the point of taking the blame for all your mistakes and wrongdoings. What for? Just for the sake of being with you and staying by your side!” Chanyeol could only bow his head in shame. Joogi frozen in place by the icy glare he received from Kris.
Silence ensued for a few minutes. Kris let out a scoff, eyes soft and glossy. “We thought you’d be the man suitable for him. But now…” He shook his head, and then he is back to his cold persona. “It’s pretty clear. You’re not worthy of my brother.” With that he turned and walked away.
It took a while for Chanyeol to get himself together. But the tears streaming down his face won’t stop. So he looked up and saw the clouds start to roll in, just like the sadness creeping unto his heart. Joogi had to literally shake him out of his thoughts for them to get a move on.
The next day, he was pulled aside and cornered by the KaiSoo duo, as he liked to call them. What he expected as a pep talk turned out to be another confrontation since the couple was fond of his fiancé. And the harsh slap from Kyungsoo was definitely unexpected.
“I hope you know that I’m very disappointed in you, Park Chanyeol. Baekhyun is very sweet, caring, and loveable. You also said it yourself, he’s very adorable. So, I’m really shocked. Why?” Kyungsoo was in tears now with Kai holding him from behind, trying to calm him down. Guess rumors just really spread so fast. “I mean how could you? You looked like a perfect couple. He was the perfect match, the most suitable one for you. But you just wasted everything for a bitch that has been cheating on you this whole time.”
That caught his attention. He stared at his friend as if Kyungsoo just grew a new head. The wide-eyed boy, sensing his confusion let out a scoff and a bitter laugh. “So you didn’t know? How ironic.” Taking a deep breath, Kyungsoo gave him a bored look and told the words he least expected. “Yes. Joogi is in a relationship with Namjoon ever since you “broke up” with her. So simply put, you lost the best person for you just for an unfaithful, lying, cheating scum.”
*****
Chanyeol was outraged. He needed to confirm everything he just heard. He hastily searched for Joogi, wanting to get the truth out of her. But apparently, there’s no need to force her to talk about it because Chanyeol can see his “girlfriend” making out with this Namjoon guy. With everything that happened, Chanyeol saw red. He immediately yanked the guy backwards and punched him. He didn’t relent and kept on punching. Joogi shrieked and interfered. She admitted everything, saying it was payback because Chanyeol wanted to leave her for some fag like Baekhyun.
With those words, Chanyeol had finally made his decision. It was time to make things right. “We’re finished. Oh, and by the way, I’m really glad I’ll be marrying Baekhyun and not a filthy slut like you.”
*****
Not caring even if he still has classes, Chanyeol rushed outside campus and made his way home to their shared apartment. He needed to find Baekhyun. He needed to talk to Baekhyun. He needs to be with Baekhyun. He needs Baekhyun. With replenished strength and determination, he entered their apartment for a change of clothes but was surprised to see the one person he has been missing all the while: Baekhyun.
Overwhelmed, he immediately gathered the latter in his arms. He sobbed out of relief and kept chanting the smaller’s name. When he felt him stiffen, he slightly pulled away and took notice of his surroundings. There were clothes and suitcases lying about. “What-Why?”
“It’s over. Our engagement is over. I-I’m now setting you free, just like you wanted Chanyeol.” That was when Chanyeol realized that Baekhyun really wanted out of his life. To know that he has hurt the latter so much to the extent that Baekhyun wants to give up on them, Chanyeol can’t blame himself enough. But he won’t give up; he will not let go of Baekhyun. Not now, not ever.
He sank unto his knees and grabbed hold of Baekhyun’s hand. With tears streaming down his face, he does the only way he can reach Baekhyun now: he pours his heart out.
“Baek, I’m sorry. I’m really, really sorry. I know my words can never compare to the pain I’ve caused you. I didn’t mean for you to suffer. I was selfish. I was rude. I was a complete jerk. But being with you, it has changed me. You have changed me. Your little smiles, your affection, your sincerity, your pureness of heart and soul. It shot right through my heart and broke down my defenses. It made me realize how lucky I am to have you. Our baby, our baby was a gift from the heavens. But I was so foolish that heaven smite me and we lost him. I’m sorry. It was my fault, but I swear I didn’t mean to push you. We both lost our child. And I know I can’t bear to lose you too. I’d die without you, Baek.”
There were tears streaming down Baekhyun’s face and when he spoke it was soft yet cold. “You don’t need me. You have Joogi.” Chanyeol didn’t want to hear the self-pity and loathing in the other’s voice so he stood up and cupped the smaller cheeks, making insecure eyes meet his own.
“No. That’s where you’re wrong. I need you, Byun Baekhyun. I go crazy every moment that I’m not with you. And to tell you the truth, I broke up with Joogi. I was so stupid not to know that she was already cheating on me. And she told me the truth, Baek; the truth about that day. And I still can’t forgive myself for what happened. But I want you to know that I was already over her a few months back. But I wanted to be sure about my feelings so I’m sorry it took a while.”
He quickly swooped down and claimed the other’s lips in a soft kiss. “I love you, Baekhyun. Believe me when I say that I have come to love you more than anyone else in this whole world. So please don’t expect me to let you slip away from my fingers now that I’m so overwhelmed by my feelings for you. So please, I beg you. Please don’t leave me. Please don’t give up on us now. I promise to be a better person. I promise to make up to all of my wrongdoings. I promise to love you better.” Chanyeol can only hope that he is able to reach Baekhyun now. He knows that his thoughts are messy and all over the place but he couldn’t put his feelings out in better words when the person he loves is staring at him with hopeful eyes mirroring his own. The spark of hope in his heart is now a burning flame as he feels his whole being come alive. “Please, let’s take a chance and I promise we’ll make this work.”
“Yes.”