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[baern]

Ugh, I'm an ass, I know. Kyuso is blissfully, beautifully asleep and I just... can't

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[jenii_shadow]

You're usually lazy, which can translate well into being calm if you would only... be calm and lazy. Let yourself be lazy again, let things sit awhile, and don't do your immediate reaction. You're overreactive when you're emotional, and you don't think about things

[baern]

Thank you, I know this is hard for you.

I'll take up kyudo again. It's warm, there's no excuses. No reason to sit inside all day, no one is out to hurt me.

Trust, yes. Trust calms down a lot of that possessive feeling, I just have to wait past the automatic reaction of panic and realise I do trust him, I really do. I can't think of anyone more worthy of absolute trust.

You, you need soap, lots more soap. I prefer flowery social class to your smelly society of no soap. Perfectly serious conversation and you throw that in there, typical Shadow. Thank you, that was right where I needed that bit of humour.

Hakkyuu

[memoria_elysia]

Relationships, to work, need a mutual understanding. It has to be on both parts for it to work

[baern]

Protective, that's what I need, not possessive. I do want to protect him, I mean, I'm being driven to all sorts of frenzy thinking of all the bad things that could happen, mostly about the baby... not that I want to cage Kyuso or tie him down.. I just want him to be safe. So, protective. And things that won't hurt... well, Kyuso is an adult, and intelligent, he knows things that would hurt him, I can trust him to that much. But I just... I just NEED to keep the baby safe, but do it without smothering him

[tanjihisaki]

You clean? And damn you cook good. I know you think your eating habits are addictive and you're scared of being an addict, but don't stop cooking. Get your ass into the kitchen and enjoy a good meal, you get good food and the satisfaction of making something. You're great around the house, weird cos you're a warrior type, but if it works, it works

[elise_kiron]

What's good and bad... hm.

Good - you're a emotional, sensitive man
Bad - you're an emotional, sensitive man

Good - you like to shop and buy things for other people, which is very generous of you... you have no concept of cost of anything and you give very freely, and I know you, so I know all that is genuine, but sometimes it can seem like buying affection

And... I'm tired, might think of more later ^^

[felis_shana]

I... cannot offer you any advice, I am afraid.

But congratulations to you and your partner. I am sure whatever happens, you will be happy together as a family.

[baern]

Shame, I was counting on you to know some really important things, seeing as I lived with you for a little while. And... that's kind of worrying, you can't offer even any good traits I had? I mean, I understand you not wanting to hurt someone's feelings and telling them bad things, and that's fine if you can't. But, I did ask, so really it's okay.

Anyway, thank you lovely, it means a lot to me. I hope you're doing better.

[felis_shana]

I am rather... stuck at the moment. I am finding sitting here very difficult, and thinking on top of that hard too...

But if you wish it of me, I will think today and when I am next at the computer I will try and give you a better answer.

[baern]

Oh, oh I see. I'm sorry I imposed then. You don't have to make that kind of an effort for me. Just take care of yourself, okay?

I mean, it's really hard to be truly happy about even things as big as this if my dear friend is in such a bad way.

I adore you Shana, a lot of people do, and we love to see you happy.