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[baern]

Slept straight through the night again... I sound like I'm reporting on infant sleep habits, oh my goodness slept through the night for the first time IN HIS LIFE FINALLY WE CAN REST.

It's been pointed out to me by someone before he left that I am a superstitious elite fucktard. What am I superstitious about?

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[_kyuso]

I'd like to come out too, to watch you training. ^^ And and... baern, i know it's hard for you to plan the babies delivery like this... with it being cut out of me and all. Believe me i'm scared too, but... there is nothign natural about a boy carrying a child in any case, so... I don't think a natural birth will cahnge anything. ♥

Love you, I will remember all these things and not discuss names or sex with you ^^ Also, i will try to be as positive as can be! Ok? ♥

[baern]

Mmmmmaybe you can come out with me >D

Don't worry about me. It's my silly superstition and it's my job to deal with it. Maybe just everyone respecting my other superstitions will be enough that I don't mind that one so much? Let's try that? No names or gender talk, and I won't fuss about the delivery and stay positive and as happy as I can, deal? Fair exchange I think.

I'm not worried at all about you being positive, this is you! I am a little worried about me having another down spell... but if I just keep acting like I'm up even when I feel like crap... we'll see.

Ours. Worth all the struggling and fear and pain. Whatever I have to do, I'm going to do it, and that means pushing past the fear and pain and worry and just being content, because at the heart of it, I am very content, wrapped in a layer of happy. We don't need anything else, and our baby definitely doesn't need anything else... but there I go being superstitious again!

Agh! Time for kyudo, I'm talking myself in hyper circles.