i really need a new pair of shoes/sneakers. and i think i want to buy a skirt ( Read more... )

so, even though it's still hard being here and i still can't sleep past 3am every morning and i hate mondays and time goes by like molasses and I'm still trying to figure it all out, i have decided to change my attitude and try to have a better perspective on everything. i mean, i don't think i've been having a bad attitude or bad perspective per ( Read more... )

i'm surrounded by asians. same shit different country. i guess i'm meant to be with them.......... but i'm literally sitting in a room full of asians and i'm the only caucasian, right now. i mean i'm used to it, i just think it's funny ( Read more... )

valentine's day is whack ( Read more... )

the weather has been pretty nice here lately. 50-51 degrees, sunny, a little windy, not much rain. it gets cold at night though ( Read more... )

bonjour mes amis ( Read more... )

holyfuckholyshitohmygodohmygodohmygodfuckfuckfuckfuckshitshitshitshit what am i doing ahhhhhh

whatever it's cool.

yesterday i worked all day and didn't get out until 10:45pm, got to dennis' house and fell asleep by 12:30. earliest i've gone to bed as far as i can remember ( Read more... )

I'M LEAVING IN LESS THAN 2 WEEKS
AND I'M NOT READY TO GO!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

everything all of the time
i've been stressing this for the past year and now it's so close
feel a little better after last night though