This was a good weekend so far, and it is only sat. Last night I got Bryan and Katie Fisk to go to a turkey raffle with me. Tom (my moms bf) won a turkey and prime rib. Yum. There was a guy there that was sitting down and you could see his crack the whole time. It was distubing! After that katie slept over. We watched "A walk to remember." Ok, more ( Read more... )

On my day off today I went to the mall with katie barker. I got a lot of stuff for people for Christmas. We saw Erika and Laura at Friendlys. I just got home and called Ron.. I cant take it anymore. I miss you so much. I hate crying everyday, at school, at peoples houses and at night. Maybe there is no such thing as true love or a happy ending. ( Read more... )

Monday, a week from now, would be our one year and a half. I feel miserable without you. I know for a fact that if you decide to leave forever that no one will EVER love you like I have. I guess all I can do wait until you are ready to talk. Just keep waiting.

This weekend was really good. Saturday I had the auction thing. I think we made a lot of money. I was kinda dissapointed that I didnt win anything. Oh well. Jamies family won like 5! That was fun. Then, I went to Fisk's house for a few hours. We got ripped off by the Chinese man though when we ordered our food! PS Katie remind me i owe you $3. Then ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty good day considering my week. English we had pizza and wings for Erika's early birthday. Happy early birthday Erika! Chemistry was kinda fun because I was in a giggly mood and couldnt stop talking. I got in trouble 2 times. :/ Its funny though because she never yells at me, she always blames it on other people. Lol. I talked to ( Read more... )

I think today was one of the slowest days of my life. I dont even know what to say or who to believe. I have lost a part of me that I dont know if I will ever get back. I felt so sick to my stomach I couldn't eat. I went to the girls game. It rained so hard. I wish I wouldnt have gone. I sat there miserable, wet, and crying for most of it. Then on ( Read more... )

11-1-2004
Worst night ever. Towels for tissues.. that always works. I'm trying to hang on, but i dont know if i can. happy 12 more days to me.

I really like this time change... it feels like I get to sleep in. Plus, its not dark out with stars in the morning when I walk to the bus stop. I'm thinking about going to the girls game... but I have no way of getting there. Plus its really far away. I'll have to think about it. Maybe Bryan would take me. I'm asking him right now. He said yes! ( Read more... )

Today was an ok day, I guess. I had to work (like always), but I found out that today is the last day of the season!!! WOoo HOoo! That means I can do whatever I want on the weekends.... It feels so good. Now I will be able to see Ron A LOT more and he wont be... idk.. as distant I guess you can say. So anyways, yesterday I saw "The Grudge" very ( Read more... )

I am SUPER p'oed tonight.... I wish I could say why, but I cant. So I guess I'm off to bed trying not to have nightmares from "The Grudge." I seriously think i need stress medicine because I dont think I can handle this crap anymore.