Sometimes I feel Like my life doesnt have a purpose ( Read more... )

I ATE TODAY. i ate some hamburger and expried icecream! yay! I met rafa today. hes so cool. hes knows like.... every thing. My day was tres tres good!!! but at one point I wouldn't stop bleeding and I like... freaked out... but thats ok. I wont let it rain on my otherwise flawless day...

Im really pissed because the only computer with internet @ my house doesnt have fuckin sloitare on it!!!! AAHHH yeah... Im so bored ive decided to write again and again about random stuff.. maybe ill write a poem.. maybe not. ill draw a pic. oh! today i drew zim! it took like.. four seconds but its still hillarious.. theres one of him giving the ( Read more... )

I'm a fuckin retard. I can never just shut up everythings my fault. I want to die. Instead I just break down and cry... wow.. go a little rhyme goin on there.. tres sexy. I swear to go I'm seriously cursed.. everything that I feel is sooo strong. like.. way stronger than everyone else. so when a little thing goes wrong im totally devistated for ( Read more... )

well DC SUCKED. I feel so alone and invisible. my best friend at skool is a guy and he got a GF on this trip (he finnaly got up the courage to ask he out) the only problem is the girl hes going out with is REALLY protective and me and this guy (mark) are sortta physical.... i guess. but like we hug and stuff. but ANYWAY me and this gurl were ( Read more... )

I'm so sad always ( Read more... )

ok... this weekend was hell and a half ( Read more... )

I'm just really bored all the time thats why I write in this stupid jpurnal thingy like, a bazillion kagillion times a day.. Today I played soccer in the rain and then danced barefootbut the the supervisor was like 'oh!! amy weve talked about you and wearing shoes!!' it was hillarious.. my ass and feet were numb and I was totally drenched from head ( Read more... )

Just feeling... very.. well.. blah... end of trimester and I've got shitty grades but I really dont care. Mark's really nice... It sux.. sometimes I just wish we were a differient kinda friends. There is ABSOLUTELY NO physical attraction between the two of us. and right now I really wanna.. do some stuff -wink wink- I'm just an Ugly fat whore... ( Read more... )

Good lord. I dont know what the best way to commit suicide would be but im deffinately thinkin bout jumppin. I miss rachel soooo much and its only been 3 and 1/2 days. Niles never wants to see me again and mikaela....... well if I had to choose one word to describe her.... I might use.. Self centerd bitchy drama queen.... that was five words. I ( Read more... )