wow its been so long but ive been so busy
well to start off i might be staying back next year which by the way is totally my fault but i cant do anything about it
I cant get a job anywhere and now my family cant live comefortably were always worring about money which is proably my fault anyway
All the guys i like are either hooked up or not for me and espicially jarred him and stacy have been goin out for like 3 weeks today
bailey and me arn't doing so good and he does good with other people
i think that my best friend isnt really my best friend anymore
Brian is a wicked kewl person untill kayla shows up when she does he turns into an ankle biter aaahhh i hate it and shes too immature for him all she does is beat on him she doesnt hold his hand but she punches him
God dammnit why the fuck do i write in my journal anymore if noone even reads it wtf
if anyone does read this theyl get a pri$e ok