Have you ever found out that like everyone in a group knows that you like a guy in a group? Except that you didn't want him nor anyone to know and you didn't find out they know until after they know and you can assume told him. FUCK. And then to make it worse, you find out the guy that you like doesn't really like you. Ouch. Stupid drinking, this ( Read more... )

Well I have been in the shop quite a bit lately, what does that mean? Plenty of time with Andy (he lives there more than I do). So take that add it to visiting him Saturday night and you have lots of flirting in the last few days ( Read more... )

So I am back in Houghton and yes there is a nice fresh coat of snow ( Read more... )

So i guess i should update this periodically. My friend brian is creepin me out, like kinda hitting on me, but seeming more stalker like than anything else. The consensus is that andy doesn't like me or atleast not when he's sober. maybe he just doesn't talk to ppl during our general meeting. i donno. whatever, don't really care. i have an exam ( Read more... )

Well he took it worse than I thought he would, but I know he’ll be fine with time. He has good friends to take care of him ( Read more... )

So I have done it, I let Eric go. I have been having problems and I have talked to various people and i hoped that they would go away, but they simply got worse. I do not regret what I have done. Maybe at times i did not make the best decisions, but i stand by what i have done. I do not plan on dating anyone for a while. So no interfering with my ( Read more... )

I am soo awake right now, it's not healthy. Anyway, you guys are all probably wondering how the party went Friday night. As a summary I had more fun that night than I have all semester and Eric wasn't there, nor would I have wanted him to be there. I'll try to separate this so it doesn't seem so long ( Read more... )

I realize it is not fair to eric to ignore him. I really don't mean to at all. At the job fair, i ran into andy, eric wasn't there while i was there. I know i should make time to see eric, i wanted to work on homework together, but everytime i try it ends up being him playing video games and me trying to do my homework while he tries his best to ( Read more... )

FUCK!!! I just wrote a bunch of stuff, and went to try to do something else and lost all of my writing!!! damn internet. Ok so i'm gonna try to type faster and i'll probably leave things out now ( Read more... )

This is my journal to express my feelings and opinions. What is written herein shall not be shared with anyone that I have not approved, meaning boyfriend. (i'll figure out how to set up friends soon enough) I have too much to do tonight to write out the story, but I will hopefully do that soon. I hope no one is mad at me for my "issue", don't ( Read more... )