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a month too late but whatever. For Xmas i had a joyous vacation in New England. Soon as I got there I realized how homesick I was. The cold brisk air hitting my face...I actually had to close my coat. It was delicious. It was great seeing my family. A lot has been going on in my absence.
My sister is pregnant. If I wrote about this 3 months ago, you would've known how pissed i was. She's 19. Never had a job..and a little on the "special needs" side. Now...she's 8 months and i'm just scared. It's scary to me only because, I'm super protective and I just wish I was around for this..to guide her. I'm just not sure what she's going to do.
There's tons of new babies in the family. I have 2 new cousins that i met.. 2 months and 7 months. Both beautiful girls.. i love love love babies so i held them as much as I could and gave them tons of kisses. I love their soft skin...okay now i'm sounding psychotic.
My brother is going to Argentina for a year. I hope he does alright..that's scary... a whole different world out there....and he's pretty used to his own surrounding. And he has some moments where he can
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Anyway on to me. Still Cassandra. Still Anti-Social.. Maybe it borders Social Anxiety. I want to go out and meet people...but I'm scared to actually put myself out there...and looking stupid. I just need to get over hangups. This time instead of whining...i put plans into motion. My New Years Resolutions are the following:
-To have moved somewhere by the end of the year. My focal points are Washington, D.C.,San Diego, NYC...but even into a one bedroom is cool two
-To get more educated in my career
-to be more aggressive with men and put myself out there.. (maybe not be so picky also)
-the typical...get fit
So far.. I put time in to go visit D.C. My friends are pretty excited. I want to see how it is...maybe i'll even see djf3 :) Anyway, I'll see how it is to live there...and see if it's the kind of place i can be
I will be registering for dba classes come spring.
Guys:i don't know...how to even begin. Getting out the house would help. I put so much focus in my career the last few years that I didn't bother with any other aspect of my life. I'm paying for that now. I need to balance it out.
In good news..I'm going to Puerto Vallarta! My uncle has a resort stay for a week anywhere...so I got one in PV and invited all my girls..then all my girls flaked on me :( and now i'm really not sure who i'm going with. I could very well be going alone..Am i ready for that? Another reason i need a bf. to force trips upon..like everyone else haha. WACK
I've been literally writing this entry all day..so i'm just going to post. I'll again..i know it's been awhile. I feel like I'm being watched..
My sister is pregnant. If I wrote about this 3 months ago, you would've known how pissed i was. She's 19. Never had a job..and a little on the "special needs" side. Now...she's 8 months and i'm just scared. It's scary to me only because, I'm super protective and I just wish I was around for this..to guide her. I'm just not sure what she's going to do.
There's tons of new babies in the family. I have 2 new cousins that i met.. 2 months and 7 months. Both beautiful girls.. i love love love babies so i held them as much as I could and gave them tons of kisses. I love their soft skin...okay now i'm sounding psychotic.
My brother is going to Argentina for a year. I hope he does alright..that's scary... a whole different world out there....and he's pretty used to his own surrounding. And he has some moments where he can
~~~~~~~~~~
Anyway on to me. Still Cassandra. Still Anti-Social.. Maybe it borders Social Anxiety. I want to go out and meet people...but I'm scared to actually put myself out there...and looking stupid. I just need to get over hangups. This time instead of whining...i put plans into motion. My New Years Resolutions are the following:
-To have moved somewhere by the end of the year. My focal points are Washington, D.C.,San Diego, NYC...but even into a one bedroom is cool two
-To get more educated in my career
-to be more aggressive with men and put myself out there.. (maybe not be so picky also)
-the typical...get fit
So far.. I put time in to go visit D.C. My friends are pretty excited. I want to see how it is...maybe i'll even see djf3 :) Anyway, I'll see how it is to live there...and see if it's the kind of place i can be
I will be registering for dba classes come spring.
Guys:i don't know...how to even begin. Getting out the house would help. I put so much focus in my career the last few years that I didn't bother with any other aspect of my life. I'm paying for that now. I need to balance it out.
In good news..I'm going to Puerto Vallarta! My uncle has a resort stay for a week anywhere...so I got one in PV and invited all my girls..then all my girls flaked on me :( and now i'm really not sure who i'm going with. I could very well be going alone..Am i ready for that? Another reason i need a bf. to force trips upon..like everyone else haha. WACK
I've been literally writing this entry all day..so i'm just going to post. I'll again..i know it's been awhile. I feel like I'm being watched..