i dont know what to do with hese three guys! do i accually pick one and commit again, and have a new relationship, and blow the others off, or do i not go with any of them, well with the three i know who i would pick but im not going to. im gunna livethe single life for a while! why! because u cant get in trouble for doing shit with different guys ( Read more... )

Theres so much on my mind. so much....... i mean i really got to the point where i just wanted to smoke my brains out, but thanks to this person i didnt, i mean he could stop me from doing anything, he truely is an amazing guy! even though it could never be, because of the age difference. but whatever i mean as long as hes always there for me, and ( Read more... )

Massive entry brewing!

its boiling i tell you!

<3 Jen

wellll........ finally hit up the beach, still white for school. i dont no why but i missed alex,matt,mike, and everyone else so much...i missed alex torturing me about matonti, matt just being the great person he is, and mike was being an asshole to kay but o well. missed him a lot too, anyways so this is the story ( Read more... )

ok well tomorrow morning i set sail at 9 AM, my first plane leaves at 11:05, arrive in washington dc 45 minutes later, from there i wait 6 and a half hours!!!!! until my next flight to FLL which will take 2 and a half hours, gosh loooong day! cant wait to go home and see my BF, and Kay! yayayaayay ( Read more... )

When everything gets better, sumthing happens again...it used to be awesome,we lived the greatest lives. but then it happened. we grew up. we started getting selfish and never thought of eachothers feelings. we became sumthing we werent, we werent the bestest friends that we once were. Boys got involved and choosing took place. all our hearts ( Read more... )

Bryan.....my love.....my soul.....my heart.....my world.....my everything.....my friend.....my EVERYTHING!!!! i dont even remember how things were when he wasnt around except for being with kayla everyday...enjoying her company.....but now its been everyday me,clarky,kay, and Finn....just hanging out being the people we are. we are the squishies. ( Read more... )

where to start.well i was suppose to have a nice relaxing vacation, 5 days str8 of fun in the sun.......with sumone who i thought was my best friend....well its not happening. i have beem waiting for this for sooo long, and wut do i get a big slap in the face. fucking brit ruined it. she doesnt think so but she did. that stupid whore. always picks ( Read more... )

Alryt people. for 5 months i cant do these 5 things. me and kayla were thinking about stuff, we had a loooooooong talk. we both wrote down 5 things we both can do for the next 2 months. we CANT do it. at all. or we find out we dont have the power and we cant live up to something. well heres the 5 things she said i cant do for 2 months str8 ( Read more... )

well summer is going great. ALOT of partying. too much accually. i think im gunna stop drinking though. i dunno, i doubt that will happen, once i see liquer going around i want it. o well ( Read more... )