My sky is painted cinder block.

[baka26]

I have abused my journal. I can't write, anymore. I have allowed newer people to know of its existence and while I don't really believe it would hold their fascination enough to remember, I still have a slight haunt of paranoia

Comments

[nictius]

I'm scared of assimilating.

Which is why I've been going to counseling lately.

[anonymous]

I'm so confused with the dates posted on your entries!!!!!!! I would've thought you update your journal pretty often? But reading this entry and seeing the date 2005.09.24 applied to it makes me think that maybe you've let go of the idea that you enjoy writing. Or maybe you're just that busy - if so, you better do your thang ... I'm with Japanese boys everyday though. Go ahead and release your jealousy - I know it boils like water left stove-top in a pot over time.

[umcpguy84]

I'm so confused with the dates posted on your entries!!!!!!! I would've thought you update your journal pretty often? But reading this entry and seeing the date 2005.09.24 applied to it makes me think that maybe you've let go of the idea that you enjoy writing. Or maybe you're just that busy - if so, you better do your thang ... I'm with Japanese boys everyday though. Go ahead and release your jealousy - I know it boils like water left stovetop in a pot over time.

[baka26]

I have been busy, and I didn't realize it had been that long. It's not really that I've been busy (I use lj to procrastinate) it's just that I have nothing to say or feel I shouldn't. My life is in shambles. I'm miserable. And I really am tired of complaining about it all the time.

And yes, I'm fucking jealous. Boiling over like a pot with a lid. One without, just boils away due to the lack of pressure.

Hope you're getting some! Score two for the team (make up for my loss)!