one week

[bakaskini]

i am sitting here for a moment, in order to realize that my choice has once again proven to be to WANT, and almost to need, for Jon to be the one to make me happy. i made a choice earlier today, actually late last night, that i really wanted to see him today. and in my customary rigidity, have been waiting all day to MAKE THAT HAPPEN. i wrote him

Comments

[ambiguityitself]

how did it go? did things get better?

it sounds like there's clearly an expectation problem---possibly on both ends--here.

[jenfromhischool]

you and i need a hobby. and if your desires remain as they are, you need a different kind of man.