I don't know if I like the new dedicated to school me, it leads to a lot more stress and guilt. Are those common emotions associated with school
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i was hopeing i might ssee my name in there..hah i find that im more honest in this journal about certain things, because im more afraid of my dad reading my paper journal, so thers less in there then in this thing, which is odd, because before i got my paper one, i thought i had no where to put my thoughts..my real thoughts, but find my self more resticted by having it. mmmmmFUCK you better claim me in this trial...dont ask me hard questions either...lol i miss you
Yeah, stress and guilt. The stress part is obvious, but the guilt part... I'm not sure where it comes from, but it's very abundant in things involving school. It's not even the kind that comes from the thought "I'm not doing homework... I'm not worthy!"
Hey... you still need to lend me that Kurt Vonnegut book. I don't remember what your synopsis was, but I do remember being outrageously enthralled by it.
If you've gotten meaner, I don't think I've noticed. Except... heh, for when you kept saying "no" in really condescending way to me, last summer. I'm sure it felt gratifying for you but meanness pays a price. Oh hold on, I think it's called guilt...
You don't feel like youuuu? Your laugh has chaaAAaanged? Oh Rhonda! You're shifting chapters, aren't you? Let me know when things start smelling different, and then we'll talk, won't we?
So I just scrolled down randomly and selected a journal that I have no idea what was written, Cause this comment will have no relevance whatsoever to it.
Since I've no way of contacting you really, I was just wondering what was up and how you were, considering I barely ever see you!
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Hope your life is good though.
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i find that im more honest in this journal about certain things, because im more afraid of my dad reading my paper journal, so thers less in there then in this thing, which is odd, because before i got my paper one, i thought i had no where to put my thoughts..my real thoughts, but find my self more resticted by having it.
mmmmmFUCK
you better claim me in this trial...dont ask me hard questions either...lol
i miss you
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Hey... you still need to lend me that Kurt Vonnegut book. I don't remember what your synopsis was, but I do remember being outrageously enthralled by it.
If you've gotten meaner, I don't think I've noticed. Except... heh, for when you kept saying "no" in really condescending way to me, last summer. I'm sure it felt gratifying for you but meanness pays a price. Oh hold on, I think it's called guilt...
You don't feel like youuuu? Your laugh has chaaAAaanged? Oh Rhonda! You're shifting chapters, aren't you? Let me know when things start smelling different, and then we'll talk, won't we?
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Since I've no way of contacting you really, I was just wondering what was up and how you were, considering I barely ever see you!
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820-0322 cellphone for future reference.
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