Craziness

[bakiederob]

Why does life wanna fuck everybody up the ass sideways? Shit has been going down with DSS and they wanna stop my services, things are messy w/Nancy, I've been working my ass off and so has Jamieson and we're so close to being able to afford living comfortably. I hate having to do everything the hard way I know that's life whatever, but the stress

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[blinkgrl8]

call me or my mom if you need us. for serious!

[bakiederob]

Thanx Sarah. Sorry for that, my moment of melodrama is over. My composure has regained itself. Sometimes I let things get to me way too much, but after a full thought process, a day of bitching, an attitude adjustment and support reassuring me that I'm not alone, I'm not gonna give up so fucking easy. I now have a state rep that works specifically with DSS, Amy+Dana (know me and the system thoroughly), Jamieson + his family, and the ppl that have always been there for me. I guess I was born for this because things need to start changing somewhere and I'm not gonna let this go, even if I lose this battle I'll make sure it's not forgotten and expose as much of the truth as possible so maybe other kids someday who don't have the strength, support or motivation don't have to deal with this shit or at least have a place to turn to for situations like these.